you don't know how hurt i am.
how i really feel inside.

can't you just talk to him and settle this?
you said you'll only talk to him because of me.
what about yourself?
we are still a family!
just having you not talking to each other, it makes alot of difference.

WHY?

sometimes i really cannot take it anymore.
i feel really helpless and useless.
It's like i cannot do anything.

i woke up really early today and couldn't get back to sleep.
i was telling myself to be strong and not cry.
but in the end i still cried.
i guess i seriously need God to give me strength to carry on.
truly, it is not by man alone that things are done.
we all owe it to God.
it is the works of His hands.

seriously he's the only one who can give me the strength i need.
i really must be stronger.

hmmm yup.

thanks for everything.
i really don't know what i will do without you.
CHEEKY. LOL.








do you know you have TOTALLY lost my trust?
i will never ever believe what you say again.