YOYO HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIARONG! :D

don't be sad already k? yup we'll try to find out whats going on!
hahaha. okay, love you, LA.
i owe you a present okay! hahaha like i think i'll only give it to you like months later ( apparently i never go out!) and yar! my presence is enough for now actually! :D yay yay. go jiarongggggggggggg!

yes so, it has been rather... eventful, recently.
i don't know why but i have a feeling something really bad is going to happen.
oh well i know even if something happens (dont ask ah! i really dont know what it is)..
i know i still have God, and well you know who you are.

okay i'm not feeling emo ah!
but really, to those who have really been there for me ALWAYS (especially someone)
thanks alot okay! really, without you i don't know if i'll be who i am, where i am, what i am today.

this year is really tough. not just studies, but EVERYTHING.
all the things which happened, the fun, the joy, the laughter, and of course, there's always the sadness.
oh, and definitely, the STRESS.

i guess through the many YM events like the True Love Concert, i have really really transformed.
(eh, don't talk about transformers i tell you.)
through the many things which happened, whether it was years, months, weeks, days, or even hours or minutes ago, its all part of my walk with the Lord.
He has truly helped he ALOT.
i'm really stronger and i am able to handle things better.
even my moods, although yeah, i still do have mood swings regularly and PMS.... (ugh, the agony.)
and like spoiling others' moods because of all these! sorrrry ):

yup really, without God's guidance, support from all of you.. i don't think i'll be like now.
yes. exactly. okay.

hmm i don't really get pissed anymore, unlike last time la!
like whoa, just blast. lol.
that's one change in me! THANK GOD.

actually there's alot la. yup.
today's sermon really speaks to my heart.
let's all act like how we are supposed to be : Children of God! and do things which glorifies His name.

yar, let's encourage each other and remind each other!
it's not just about ME, its about WE.
(ha, i quote pastor lai okay!)
I DO LISTEN OKAY. yes i admit i do look like i'm stoning but yar i do listen (:

anyway, after watching the clip for thanksgiving&dedication night, i really felt quite touched or whatsoever.
i mean really! YM has gone through so much together!
of course, the most bestest so far is the True Love concert!
oh anyway i'm sure there's more to come......

thanksgiving&dedication night
it was really really a wonderful event.
it's like setting aside just a few hours to thank those who have been actively helping out in church.
Of course, God WILL give these christian servants rewards too.
yup the bible always reminds us to give thanks.
so yeah, here it is !

did alot of running around, getting everything in place.
the drink was abit horrible ah, but nevermind!
first time la! hahaha.
not bad right.

oh, there was alot of leftovers!
we planned to mix the orange with the mango for Sunday ( today)'s drinks ah, but in the end sk and matthew ong played scissors paper stone and yup, they finished it!
hahaha.
forward, backward, forward forward forward!
scissors paper stone!

haha really ah, first time i see people play like that! lol.

oh and THANKS JOEL TOH, for giving me such a shock.
and still laugh at me until like that.

and i really kena bullied la!
SEE.

<<>> Do you feel like a man when you push her around? says:
eh
<<>> Do you feel like a man when you push her around? says:
come clean the table la.


oh wellllll..
i love ym! :D


i totally screwed up back-up singing today. ): i'm soooooo sorry.








i feel like i can do much more
but yet it seems that this is all i can do
i REALLY want/wish i can do something for you
but everytime, i can only tell you to stop crying.
but i really assure you,
no matter what happens
i'll always be there.


now i truly understand sacrificial love, and unconditional love.
i really didn't know you have done so much for me.
i didn't know you were so.. frail
i had the impression you were really strong.
i want you to know that i DO understand how you feel..
cheer up please, really.

you told me you didn't want this to affect me and so if anything happens, it won't happen now.
i was really touched when you said that to me.
i cried.
i cried WITH you too.


i hope everything will turn out fine please!
i'll just pray for you.







i hope it isn't true.
if it's true, i really don't know you please.
you aren't being RESPONSIBLE.
SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS AROUND YOU CAN?
ITS NOT JUST ABOUT THE 2 OF YOU.
THERE ARE 3 OTHERS.
I WILL, I REALLY WILL JUST GIVE YOU A SLAP
CALL YOURSELF A CHRISTIAN

whats this becoming into