I think that since everybody has access to my blog and they all can see my tagboard,
i'll make things easier for ME and i'll just blog it out.
And i suppose many people are already aware that i am having problems with Charis.
Well firstly i shall just put up what i tagged on her blog?
I am not ashamed of myself, i didn't use vulgar whatsoever, and i think there's nothing wrong with me saying all these.
well. here it is. ( i rearranged it.)
27 Aug 07, 05:41
alynna: okay whatever, i dont know if you will even see this BUT i really have to say this.
27 Aug 07, 05:42
alynna: to not be so direct, kindly be conscious of your photo-taking/camwhoring, and do keep in mind that you're.. a christian.
27 Aug 07, 05:43
alynna: i'm sure you know that your body is a temple of God. that's all i have to say but if you still don't get it, then, well, i'm sure God will do something about this.
27 Aug 07, 05:45
alynna: i don't exactly care if you'll be unhappy when you see this, but its just for your own good. trust me. you ARE going to attract the wrong kind of attention. okay, maybe others ARE doing it too but it
27 Aug 07, 05:46
alynna: doesn't mean you have to do it. i'm sure you're very well aware of this charis. but then again if you don't want to change? listen? then its entirely up to you. i'm not God, i won't and cannot force
27 Aug 07, 05:46
alynna: you. so. tata.
You may say i'm nosey and it's none of my business. However i really feel that because you, being a christian, we are actually sisters in Christ.
And of course if my fellow sister in Christ is doing something i think that she should not be doing, or at least i feel that she should not be doing this, i will definitely tell her and try my best to help her. But in the end the decision is still in her hands. Whether she listens or not, is entirely up to her. Because the one who has absolute control over her life is not me, but rather, God, and herself. Who am i in comparison to God?
He is the one who created you and gave you life to let you enter this world. Is this how you should be living your life? Is this how HE wants you to be living your life?
I know and i believe that God's purpose will be fulfilled. It is only a matter of when. Well, you always hear: Slowly, but SURELY.
Charis. About your friendster and photo-taking, i have seen them a long time ago. I've asked around, my bible study youth leader etc and they all did tell me that i should talk to you.
I've actually long wanted to tell you but for some period of time i somehow decided not to. So well, i left this problem on the shelf. but then again i went to your friendster and i didn't really see a change. i decided not to tell you again. This happened many times i can tell you. But on 27 August ( as you can see the date of my tag) i just decided to tell you.
I didn't scold you. I didn't critisize you. I didn't judge you.
I just told you what i thought and how i felt in a nice tone, and i approached it with an attitude that you were my really close friend.
To tell you honestly when i saw that you were doing this, and i read your blog posts, and the language you used.. I admit i was once vulgar. I did stupid things. But now God has changed me. But you weren't like that. But why have you changed to become as such?
I was thinking, i don't want to be your friend anymore. i don't know you at all. Many times i regret even knowing you. Why is this so? I agree too that it is a pity that we just fall out like that after a considerably long time of being such good friends.
I really treasured the fact that God has brought you into my life, because whenever i talk to you about my problems you'll be able to comfort me, with the help of God's word. When i used vulgarities you told me not to. I really appreciate the fact that in the midst of a non-christian school, i could actually find a good friend- a christian at that whom i can share my problems with and she is actually.. a good influence. You did create an impact in my life. And i really had a good impression of you.
But this thing alone has destroyed everything. In fact it is not just one thing. I know we have fallen out many times, but truthfully i do not remember the cause. But this is one thing that i cannot ever forget.
To me it is terribly shocking to see a christian taking such photos in these suggestive postures, poses and these kind of shabby dressing. And for your information, i did NOT say that you were naked. and of course, i can clearly see that you were actually dressed.
But the main point is, what are you wearing??? In those pictures, they are so revealing, and so.. little/minimal. Not once did i mention that you were NAKED. If you really were naked, i would be so utterly disappointed and not even bother telling you all this.
My point in telling you/ tagging on your blog is just to tell you how i feel and maybe it might wake you up and get you to come to your senses. I knew you would be unhappy with what i said. Well since you treat it as criticism, i would say that it is constructive criticism.
I could very well just continue/be sarcastic to you like going, " oh so sexy ! ssss sizzling hot."
And btw, you said you know your limits. i really doubt so though. If not, your limits must be really.... i also don't know how i can describe it.
Anyway i don't see the point of you getting pissed at me for no rhyme or reason. But think about it, would i be pissed at you as well???? Seriously here i am trying to help you and there you are going i'm pissed at you. urgh, fine if this is what i get for helping you then i would very much rather not help you at all??? It's really tiring for me do you know. Its so emotionally draining and physically draining. I am NOT exaggerating for goodness sake. I suppose its just because you're being the usual and taking others for granted. Fine with me. The world's full of such people.
I've come to realise that i've been rather stupid and i have really been too nice to you. (i'm not being bhb here mind you) Seriously, think about it. You have been taking advantage of me time and again, no?
And why bother to act unfriendly? if you really want to be unfriendly towards me its absolutely fine as well, because i know very well what i'm doing- and that i'm daoing you. i don't know why but i know that i am pretending that i don't see you at all.
You've become a bad influence. come on.
oh btw, i saw new pictures?? what kind of image are you portraying as a christian?
Are you even being Christ-like? I don't sense any christian values in you. all i see is hypocrisy and whatevernots. then again, what's up with the vulgarities? you can just say that you weren't naked. must you say you weren't bloody naked? i see no point in adding in that word. Its not even like some good vocab to add to your sentence to make it more high class and make you seem smarter and have a good hold of your English language.
Well once again I reiterate that i am NOT lecturing you. and i'm not hiding anything from my parents. they do know what's going on. Please find out what is going on before you say anything. it causes misunderstandings.
Oh in case you didn't know, when you cut yourself ( according to you its... in other terms.. for experimental purposes???) i wrote you a letter. But seeing we were not exactly on good terms i decided not to give it you because i actually feared it would make everything worse. But i guess.. i don't know why, but it doesn't matter to me anymore.
But WHATEVER IT IS, i know that God will do something so yea i'm leaving it to you and to him.
p/s: speaking about patching up???? We'll see how it goes? oh well you can always tell me why you acted unfriendly, even if we dont get to patch up.
p/p/s : Tuck in your shirt( at least your choir tee) because as a senior you are supposed to set good examples for your juniors. and kindly refrain from talking too much as well.
you might say i'm in no position to tell you all this. fine if you don't want to listen. but tell me whats so difficult about tucking in your shirt? it doesnt even look nice when it's tucked out.
Anyway according to Wan Ping and Denyse, its just listening and helping one another out as peers, if not leaders or seniors or juniors. so i have all the right to tell you to do so.
goodbye.
i'll make things easier for ME and i'll just blog it out.
And i suppose many people are already aware that i am having problems with Charis.
Well firstly i shall just put up what i tagged on her blog?
I am not ashamed of myself, i didn't use vulgar whatsoever, and i think there's nothing wrong with me saying all these.
well. here it is. ( i rearranged it.)
27 Aug 07, 05:41
alynna: okay whatever, i dont know if you will even see this BUT i really have to say this.
27 Aug 07, 05:42
alynna: to not be so direct, kindly be conscious of your photo-taking/camwhoring, and do keep in mind that you're.. a christian.
27 Aug 07, 05:43
alynna: i'm sure you know that your body is a temple of God. that's all i have to say but if you still don't get it, then, well, i'm sure God will do something about this.
27 Aug 07, 05:45
alynna: i don't exactly care if you'll be unhappy when you see this, but its just for your own good. trust me. you ARE going to attract the wrong kind of attention. okay, maybe others ARE doing it too but it
27 Aug 07, 05:46
alynna: doesn't mean you have to do it. i'm sure you're very well aware of this charis. but then again if you don't want to change? listen? then its entirely up to you. i'm not God, i won't and cannot force
27 Aug 07, 05:46
alynna: you. so. tata.
You may say i'm nosey and it's none of my business. However i really feel that because you, being a christian, we are actually sisters in Christ.
And of course if my fellow sister in Christ is doing something i think that she should not be doing, or at least i feel that she should not be doing this, i will definitely tell her and try my best to help her. But in the end the decision is still in her hands. Whether she listens or not, is entirely up to her. Because the one who has absolute control over her life is not me, but rather, God, and herself. Who am i in comparison to God?
He is the one who created you and gave you life to let you enter this world. Is this how you should be living your life? Is this how HE wants you to be living your life?
I know and i believe that God's purpose will be fulfilled. It is only a matter of when. Well, you always hear: Slowly, but SURELY.
Charis. About your friendster and photo-taking, i have seen them a long time ago. I've asked around, my bible study youth leader etc and they all did tell me that i should talk to you.
I've actually long wanted to tell you but for some period of time i somehow decided not to. So well, i left this problem on the shelf. but then again i went to your friendster and i didn't really see a change. i decided not to tell you again. This happened many times i can tell you. But on 27 August ( as you can see the date of my tag) i just decided to tell you.
I didn't scold you. I didn't critisize you. I didn't judge you.
I just told you what i thought and how i felt in a nice tone, and i approached it with an attitude that you were my really close friend.
To tell you honestly when i saw that you were doing this, and i read your blog posts, and the language you used.. I admit i was once vulgar. I did stupid things. But now God has changed me. But you weren't like that. But why have you changed to become as such?
I was thinking, i don't want to be your friend anymore. i don't know you at all. Many times i regret even knowing you. Why is this so? I agree too that it is a pity that we just fall out like that after a considerably long time of being such good friends.
I really treasured the fact that God has brought you into my life, because whenever i talk to you about my problems you'll be able to comfort me, with the help of God's word. When i used vulgarities you told me not to. I really appreciate the fact that in the midst of a non-christian school, i could actually find a good friend- a christian at that whom i can share my problems with and she is actually.. a good influence. You did create an impact in my life. And i really had a good impression of you.
But this thing alone has destroyed everything. In fact it is not just one thing. I know we have fallen out many times, but truthfully i do not remember the cause. But this is one thing that i cannot ever forget.
To me it is terribly shocking to see a christian taking such photos in these suggestive postures, poses and these kind of shabby dressing. And for your information, i did NOT say that you were naked. and of course, i can clearly see that you were actually dressed.
But the main point is, what are you wearing??? In those pictures, they are so revealing, and so.. little/minimal. Not once did i mention that you were NAKED. If you really were naked, i would be so utterly disappointed and not even bother telling you all this.
My point in telling you/ tagging on your blog is just to tell you how i feel and maybe it might wake you up and get you to come to your senses. I knew you would be unhappy with what i said. Well since you treat it as criticism, i would say that it is constructive criticism.
I could very well just continue/be sarcastic to you like going, " oh so sexy ! ssss sizzling hot."
And btw, you said you know your limits. i really doubt so though. If not, your limits must be really.... i also don't know how i can describe it.
Anyway i don't see the point of you getting pissed at me for no rhyme or reason. But think about it, would i be pissed at you as well???? Seriously here i am trying to help you and there you are going i'm pissed at you. urgh, fine if this is what i get for helping you then i would very much rather not help you at all??? It's really tiring for me do you know. Its so emotionally draining and physically draining. I am NOT exaggerating for goodness sake. I suppose its just because you're being the usual and taking others for granted. Fine with me. The world's full of such people.
I've come to realise that i've been rather stupid and i have really been too nice to you. (i'm not being bhb here mind you) Seriously, think about it. You have been taking advantage of me time and again, no?
And why bother to act unfriendly? if you really want to be unfriendly towards me its absolutely fine as well, because i know very well what i'm doing- and that i'm daoing you. i don't know why but i know that i am pretending that i don't see you at all.
You've become a bad influence. come on.
oh btw, i saw new pictures?? what kind of image are you portraying as a christian?
Are you even being Christ-like? I don't sense any christian values in you. all i see is hypocrisy and whatevernots. then again, what's up with the vulgarities? you can just say that you weren't naked. must you say you weren't bloody naked? i see no point in adding in that word. Its not even like some good vocab to add to your sentence to make it more high class and make you seem smarter and have a good hold of your English language.
Well once again I reiterate that i am NOT lecturing you. and i'm not hiding anything from my parents. they do know what's going on. Please find out what is going on before you say anything. it causes misunderstandings.
Oh in case you didn't know, when you cut yourself ( according to you its... in other terms.. for experimental purposes???) i wrote you a letter. But seeing we were not exactly on good terms i decided not to give it you because i actually feared it would make everything worse. But i guess.. i don't know why, but it doesn't matter to me anymore.
But WHATEVER IT IS, i know that God will do something so yea i'm leaving it to you and to him.
p/s: speaking about patching up???? We'll see how it goes? oh well you can always tell me why you acted unfriendly, even if we dont get to patch up.
p/p/s : Tuck in your shirt( at least your choir tee) because as a senior you are supposed to set good examples for your juniors. and kindly refrain from talking too much as well.
you might say i'm in no position to tell you all this. fine if you don't want to listen. but tell me whats so difficult about tucking in your shirt? it doesnt even look nice when it's tucked out.
Anyway according to Wan Ping and Denyse, its just listening and helping one another out as peers, if not leaders or seniors or juniors. so i have all the right to tell you to do so.
goodbye.
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