I feel really demoralised and disappointed right now.

i mean, it's like totally because of me.

something happened today but i'll refrain from spreading la.
but really, i have to thank God for keeping me safe all this while.

he really dunno how to use his brains can...
just cancel the audits la..
even if don't just cancel cheer at least push back the audits or something..
everything also don't know..
don't even have like compassion?
like for goodness sake,
its not like some small thing.
its like a big blow and it affects everyone.
whoever said NO is really insensitive to others..

can't you spare a thought for other ppl?
even if you don't feel anything but others did get hit by the blow...
the world doesn't just revolve around you..

anyway i was really demoralised today la.
and truthfully i was really stressed up and yeah.

this has never happened before..
this is like really my first time.

i'm so disappointed in myself.
i keep forgetting.......
i cannot do it properly..

whats wrong w me now???
haiz really, really.
this has never happened before..


i feel so worn out now.

maybe i shouldn't have joined cheer.


and i wish miss poon will come back.
because the lousy mr chan is so lousy that he doesn't care about ppl and talks crap.

how to be i/c when you don't know a thing ?
he doesn't even know the house names.

tell me about it.
all the stunts cannot use.
say its too high.
excuse me?
we have supporters in front and behind,
what more do you expect?
and its not like we're tossing and throwing ppl about.
its just lifting them.
even if they fall there are supporters to break the fall.

so in other words, they WILL NOT fall.
and like that might as well don't do stunts.

or just cancel cheer.

crazy.



i'm so tired.
demoralised.
stressed.

and maybe annoyed.




tata.