i thought _ could be trusted.
i put all my trust in _ but it turns out that i was wrong to do that.
i really regret trusting _ so much.

i feel very hurt now.
i'm really really disappointed in _.

i mean, if someone so close to you just does this kind of thing, i'm sure you'd be utterly disappointed too.
i'm no exception.
you know, i have been really patient w you.

well if you didn't realise that, i suppose its time i let you know.
i've had enough of everything.
like i said, everyone has a limit to their patience.
i'm part of everyone.
so i DO have a limit to my patience.
although i dont show attitude.
i have really really tried very hard okay.

realise i haven't been exploding in school like last year.
i could just scream/ shout in the class.
or just totally explode.
and i thank God for giving me the strength and self-control.

without Him, i really don't know how i'll be able to live to this day.

i'm really tired of all these.
physically tired.
and now i'm mentally, and emotionally tired.

will this thing ever end?

i didn't even do anything to you. why must you do something to me?
if you believe in the "an eye for an eye" thing, its fine w me.
but hello, i haven't done a thing to you.
i'm really very disappointed.
hope you'll take some time to think.

think before you do anything in future.
that is all i have to say.



thanks SQUID for reminding me of ephesians 4:26-27.

26 In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry,
27 and do not give the devil a foothold.

i'll be praying for God to be w me.
thank you so much k.

i'll need some time alone.
maybe i'll emo abit but i'll try not to k.
i promise.