25 September 2007

For one, i did NOT in any point say i'm holy.

who am i to say that i am even one bit of holy? am i not human like all of you, one so imperfect?
I do know that i have my flaws, my bad points, and that i was never perfect, am not perfect, and never will be perfect. For the only one who is truly perfect and holy is God.

Who are we to compare ourselves to God, even though we are all created in His image?

I know i did use vulgarities before. who hasn't? I'm sure everyone has, its just the intensity and extent in which they use vulgarities.

I was really really vulgar in the past. Especially p6 and sec 1. yes i do admit. But God has really changed me, and i'm no more the usual vulgar person you once knew me to be.
(you'll know what i mean if you read my old blog before.)

Looking back and reading those posts, honestly, i was very very shocked that i was even like that.

A Christian, baptised in God's name, so vulgar? Using profanities all day long? Scolding others everyday?

This is NOT Christ-like at all.
In the past, i was childish, i was immature.
I didn't bother even though i was using all those vulgarities.
My parents scolded me for being so vulgar on my blog.
I didn't care, I thought i was right and i got really mad at them.

I just deleted the old blog to make them happy and stop nagging at me / scolding me.
But now i truly understand what they were trying to tell me;
and what God expects of us as Christians.

Because of everyone's sinful nature, and due to all the temptations in the world, it is common for people to use vulgarities. even christians.
But i don't say that christians are totally perfect and do not use vulgarities at all.
Surely there are times where you hear christians using profanities, no?

But my point is, Christians SHOULD have better control of their speech, because God has given them the strength to. If not, at least pray and ask for His forgiveness if you ever used vulgarities. The Lord WILL forgive you. And remember, repentance is the only way to heaven.

I still think christians should be shooting their mouths off, and every word that comes out is vulgarities. But i'm saying, at least try to refrain from using these words.

I'm NOT trying to make everyone be like me. Who ACTUALLY wants to be like me, right?

I can be BHB and saying all those egoistic stuff about myself. you don't have to take them seriously. why not just laugh it off? i'm just kidding about all these things.
When i say i'm the most chio person ever, i don't mean it. for i know i am not.
If i say that i'm the best, i don't mean it. i know i am not. for there are always others who are better than me.
I have never once thought that i was way better than others, and that everyone looked up to me, respected me, and i'm everyone's idol.

NO.
i have NEVER said that or even thought of things this way. Although when i'm being BHB you can link it to me not being humble, it's absolutely fine with me.
Anyway,
If you don't like me being bhb, then why not just shut off when i'm being bhb? If you can't take jokes unlike the others, it's also fine with me, because i know everyone is different.

(I'm also not saying that it is wrong for you to voice your opinion.)


Anyway, why did i delete the tags?

1. i am NOT a coward. look who's the real coward here right?
Why do you guys tag as passer-by instead of using your own name?
I see no point in trying to hide your identity.
You want to scold me, it is fine with me. I won't hurl abuse at you. I won't hang pig heads at your doors. I won't come after you. PUT YOUR NAME LA!

Simply put, I deleted the tags because i thought they were really ruining my tagboard.
After all, i HAVE the right to do whatever i want with the tags, because it IS my tagboard.
and this is MY blog.

The tagboard was set up for my true friends to leave messages, not for you guys to come and scold me. Excuse me, i did NOT even scold you (or Charis). So why on earth are you scolding me????

You tell me to not scold Charis. I didn't scold her.
I didn't scold you. So why are you scolding me??
Besides, what has all these got to do with you?

Shouldn't you be leading by examples?
Isn't this so hypocritical?
You, on one hand telling me not to scold your friend,
while on the other hand you yourself are scolding me??

Do YOU think that if many of you come up to my blog and scold me i'd really fear you?
I'll be affected??
NO!

Do you see me getting my friends to tag on Charis's blog and scolding her? NO.
I do NOT wish to involve any other people here for goodness sake.

It's not that i'm being stubborn here mind you.
But so what if you win this "quarrel"? you have not really won.
Who's the one with real strength??
Is it you, because you use such language against me?
NO! Definitely NOT.

Why do i not leave those tags there?
In the same way if you see rubbish in your home do you pick it up and throw it away?
Or do you leave it there till it rots, disintegrates, accumulates and makes your home become a rubbish dump? i'm sure you wouldn't do that.
In the same way, i'm getting rid of all these rubbish.

I also didn't say i rule the world.
If i did, do you think this would be happening? Obviously not.
If i was this kind of unruly people, you'll be the first to die.
Seriously. Or maybe you wouldn't even exist in the first place.

But! God is the Ruler yet.
i have no say in this.



Whatever it is, all of you go away. Or if, in any case you want to tag, do leave your name.

I'll find time to ENTERTAIN you.

P/S: THINK before you tag again.
THINK of what you want to tag.
THINK if you have points to support yourself.









joel: Okay, oh by the way, thank you. (:

Buddy: Lol! oh well, thanks too (:

manda: Hello (: jia you for singing! Last prac already!

SHARMAINE: haha long story, anyway thanks dear, and all the best for your eoys too (: jia you ah!

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