stressed / sad ): ): ):

Had choir today.

Again, it wasn't as good as i'd expected.
But i wouldn't say that i had high expectations cause somehow i just knew how things would turn out.

I only want the best for choir. ):
Must you really do this?

So what, you can just go around telling people what to do but hey, you don't do it yourself.
When everyone else looks at you, what do they see?
What will they say?
What will they do?

Will they follow you?
If they really are going to follow you, then, i'll just say they don't know how to differentiate wrong from right.

You say you have bg, okay, but what i see is a total mess, and it's definitely not what is expected of the choir. ):

You know, how much i love choir and how much choir means to me,
and if you don't want to listen to what i've got to say, then really, forget it.
I honestly think you shouldn't be the one representing the choir, not to mention be THE ONE.

I mean, i know like although i don't have like ballet background, but so?
even though i'm not watching them i know what's wrong.
But what is this, you don't even want to listen to some constructive comments.
And mind you, i am not talking rubbish.
It's just the best for the choir.

I wouldn't want to see the whole thing being removed, like, everyone's effort is like totally wasted.
Just totally gone down the drain like that.

How would you like if you've been practising really hard and then suddenly everything's cancelled?
I'm sure you won't feel good.

Sometimes, i feel so helpless i just feel like breaking down.
I think you're not taking this as seriously as i am, and just take a look at yourself in the mirror.

You don't deserve this.


it's just, i love choir this much.