Natalie just called me.

for what ?

"OMG ALYNNA! THERE'S A DONUT SHAPED CLOUD IN THE SKY! ITS BIG AND ITS MOVING VERY SLOWLY!!"
i was like, what !? she's crazy alright :D

then the next moment after whining about the LOVELY donut,

"OMG THERE'S A MAN ON THE OTHER SIDE TOO!!!"

"OMG ON THE OTHER SIDE, THERE'S A MUFFIN! ITS A MUFFIN YOU KNOW! A MUFFIN!"

see la, crazy alrd.

that's not all.
next..

"OMG ALYNNA THE TREE OUTSIDE, LOOKS LIKE A LOLLIPOP!!!"

there she goes again.
i was like, why not just say you saw a lolpop!!!!

because apparently gene mel and her made up this lolpop word and asked grace ling and i to say it.
and when we did,
they all gone mad.

oh why.

and then...

"OMG ALYNNA THERE'S A SHOOTING STAR! THIS TIME ITS FOR REAL!!"

means the previous ones are fake right.
ahahhaha.

so contradicting natalie.

the next moment she said ICHIGO was there.

"OMG ICHIGO IS ON MY ROOFTOP!!"

ichigo is her fav anime character and she finds him shuai. i dont know why.
and ichigo = strawberry.
i was like, there's a strawberry on your rooftop?
LOL she's retarded.

now i turn on the popup thing so i know who's going online.

and i find it so irritating.
not used to it anymore i suppose.
hahaha.
im going to turn it off again.
so if i don't realise you're online dont blame me.
because basically,
I DON'T KNOW.
so you should start convs !


yes.

oh and bestfriend is still claiming he hates me.
LIAR. :P


today i was thinking.
and well i got kind of upset.
i might seem alright,
laughing, smiling, concentrating on my schoolwork,
and enjoying myself in school.
outwardly i may seem really happy to you.
but i am not.
i can't show it too,
i wouldn't want to spoil other ppl's moods.

he has become such a workaholic that he only goes home after midnight.

Money is not everything.
I so agree with BestFriend's nick k.

so what if you are earning money?
if its going to be like that i'd rather be really poor, cannot afford anything.
No matter how hard life is gna be.
I understand that you have a project.
But you really don't need to do this right ?
Now the only time i get to spend with you is sundays.

I don't think thats enough.

You have changed; you were not who i knew since young.
The image of loving and caring is all shattered.
Replaced by the title Workaholic.

it really hurts me so much to just see you working and not really caring about what's going on.
why the sudden change ?
You weren't like that in the past.
I thought i could trust in you,
that you gave me a sense of security.

Now it's all gone.
The Love, the patience.

It's just a few metres away and yet you have to stop by the roadside.

I guess everything is just fading away, slowly.

where's my sense of belonging?

definitely not this place.