Today is finally over. :D
But tomorrow is another horrible day because there is D&T test and we have to do our own research and assemble it ourselves. on prodesktop.
and i'm very sure 90% of the people don't know how to do it.

anyway, i have totally given up and i decided to just try to do tomorrow.
hopeless and useless to fret over it now right, and i'm wasting my time.

anyway, i think you should really visit Varsha's blog.
http://piierced-.blogspot.com/

Check out what she writes about choir.
wah, ROCKS MAN.

Sec ones, if you do not have the passion for choir, why join in the first place?
If you are SO unhappy in choir you are welcome to leave.
Cedar Choir does NOT need you in here if you are NOT committed and NOT interested at all.
Without the Passion For Learning you won't learn anything.
Without the passion for CHOIR you will not give your best, am i wrong?
absolutely not!

choir just ended at 6 .. and I didnt pass the bloody test ( thank god ) so I
just watched everyone else sing .. so sian can ?

(Post: 26 July 2007)

Hello, previous batches will freak out and be so depressed if they didn't pass the audits.
and you dare call it a bloody test. And you're actually rejoicing that you didn't pass the audits.
wow, and you dare to say you're a choir-ist.
Do chorists in Cedar Choir say that? NO. Definitely NOT.

I'd rather not have you in choir, Varsha.
With this kind of attitude, it's not going to get you anywhere.

If you didn't pass the auditions it means something went wrong.
All the more you should listen to the rest of the choir, aka your seniors (and the 8 sec ones that passed) and find out where you've gone wrong.

You aren't just WATCHING us sing ; you ARE learning something new each time.
Although you aren't performing on stage, but you CAN use the pointers mentioned and remember them. It is definitely useful in years to come.

just returned from choir and im at home cos my bro is down with a terrible
flu, so he didnt go parkway D: today's choir was fun :D I laughed my freaking
head off simply cos I learnt that YJ bathes with her sister, ahhahaha :D omg,
and other crappy REALLY funny stuff, and the fact that everyone in choir was
dressed in their traditoinal clothes and PENELOPE was in the freaking red cross
outfit, OMFG, LAUGHED LIKE SHIT LAAAAA ! that girl is a freak D:

(Post: 1 August 2007)

#1: You were supposed to be LISTENING and paying attention, NOT talking to your fellow sec one choir mates. are you a small kid with short attention span? NO.
#2: You ARE supposed to RESPECT your seniors; why are you talking bad about them? You even put her name and called her a freak. Excuse me, who's the real freak?
#3: You are totally NOT disciplined at all. Cedar Choir is well-knowned for its discipline level. Don't you spoil our reputation.

Choir to the seniors is very important. We DON'T take it lightly.
we DON'T play around. we take our auditions SERIOUSLY.
i hope you'll learn from us.
2 more years and its the next SYF.
We NEED to do Cedar and Miss Chye proud and get Gold With Honours OR Gold.

If not, do it for YOURSELF.
Change your attitudes seriously. You WON'T survive with this attitude.
And stop ranting about how you want to be in tennis or another CCA.
Or how you like people wanting you to be in ELDDS.

You can go over, its fine. Choir will not die without you because there is no sense of commitment at all. Tell me, whats the use? Don't you think choir is a waste of time then?
i'm sure you do, because you ALWAYS say choir is boring, choir's gonna be boring.

THEN GO FIND SOMETHING YOU THINK IS INTERESTING!!!




Anyway, D&T test today was okay. i managed to do! haha.
Thanks to all those who gave me all the encouragement!!

random: I have to wear choir gown on National Day's performance.

jean: haha yes okay i know already! :D

cheryl(mummy): Hello mummy! :D yes yes i will haha. its finally over! (: don't be too stressed out like me too. haha jia you jia you! :D

theCOLOURED: Hahaha yes yes its OVER AHAHA. YAY. :D yes be jealous haha. the whole world is jealous i tell you. (: WHAT BAD TASTE. LOL. i got say i like Michael Chia meh? hahaha, he broke a KNIFE i tell you.

hwee chiat: lol hello. how to repair lol, IE and Firefox is different so the html might not work for both! use IE then. :D


goodbye world.

relax alynna relax.

okay i'm really stressing myself out.
i hope i don't screw up tomorrow's math test like i did previously :/
i hope i don't forget what to do! and how to do!
and the formula for mensuration chapter!
ohmyohmy i'm really not confident.

and Mrs Koh is SO nice i tell you.
she doesn't care one bit about our many many things going on tmr and demands us to carry out the stupid debate tomorrow.
hello, you're not the one taking the tests?
chinese geog math test and 2.4km and even chinese oral!
tell me you won't be tired like anything after going through all these!?

hello do we look like we have so much time to do extra research especially when we have so many things coming up?
the least she could do is let us do the debate the next next lesson right, better late than never what. D:

sucks man sucks man sucks man.

anyone wants to be nice and help me do research!!!

okay nevermind i know its impossible.

i need to relax seriously!

ohkay, i was kind of pissed off by Mdm Ang, she's like totally against me ( and 2c) and she claims i didn't hand in my work which was due on Thursday.
Supposed to be Wed but how i know? She gave one more day.
like thanks alot man, i rushed it on tuesday and slept so late because of that.
Anyway, i still handed it in on WEDNESDAY.

and today we had D&T. and she scolds us for not handing in our work.
and she still put the index numbers on the powerpoint slide.
i'm like what?! i alrd handed it in, and before the dateline. okay.
so she was ranting about what, she waited all friday and she didnt recieve any work.
and saying she's going to minus our marks. 2 marks for one day okay.
so its like what, friday sat, sunday, monday.
4 days so 8 marks gone. ridiculous.
so what, maximum i get 2/10?
then i fail my portfolio right like that.

i mean check things out before you accuse people luh, my marks are involved you know. for EOYs you know.

and it's totally not my fault or jia rong's fault.
see properly before you anyhow say people lor seriously.

anyway shall not waste anymore energy.
goodbye.


manda: haha hello! yeah quite! haha omg, their choir is so pro i tell you! haha. oh there are some china people having exchange programme in my school now! :D

runningby: haha yes very patient le!

keith: lol, what's wrong, i got austrian buddy before! hahaha.

leonard: haha i gave you the link! okay will link you soon (:

theCOLOURED: hahaha HIIII! yar florence got no chance. i got standard right. hahaha. lol michael chia is my boyfriend. hahaha! eh stop laughing at me! flying cockroaches o.o ohoh, get well soon hahaha. :D

JEAN: hahah okayokay! faster tell me. hello you never tell me in school! thanks. lol.

jogging was cancelled today. again! lol.

i feel quite sianzZzZzZz now ):

today was not bad.
except for the fact that we let Mr Tay down D:
(2C, all blame miss leong!!) hahaha.

kylie went online just now but like, she only said 2 sentences and she went off.
oh well!

English TA today was super easy and i even managed to sleep until i had dreams. LOL.
so did beatrice :D

Hmm, my com has been lagging seriously. particularly MSN.

oh chinese was really fun today!
we read this passage and filled in some stuff li lao shi gave to us.
and i just wrote something really bad to florence >:D

no luh, i just wrote "idiot sits here ->"
:D

i hate histograms. i forgot how to do them ! grrrr.
i feel so pokkkkkkkkkk.

anyway, apparently Florence claims that i am her boyfriend..
ahem, I GOT STANDARD!!
and I'M NOT A BOY!!

and she kept going close to me.
BUT THEN!
when i went close to her she was so scared. ahahah!

(too bad florence :D :D )

k anyway, have to go make the crowns! ahahaha. yay i'm such a genius i figured out how to make it lol. :D

i love me. (:

oh btw, is there like a problem with the tagboard! like it cannot be seen or something.
because so many people tell me they can't see my tagboard but some can even tag! lolzZzZzZ.

where's Ronnie!?!?

lol, my dream yesterday was super disgusting. cockroaches -.-!!

oh and i dreamt about Michael Chia too. i don't know why but he just appeared in my dream.
lol, not that he is even significantly a part of my life!

weird...

okayokay i shall go, miss me! (not like you don't miss me enough now! :D)

i miss my buddy.
i mean my hongkong buddy. (obviously LA)

that choir is really really good.
cedar choir in comparison to them, is like... ...

oh well we must jiayou jiayou(:

hahah oh my sis has a sari and i didn't know. !!

Sec ones are SO disrespectful i tell you.
excuse me sharmaine and shermaine, we ARE trying to help you.
its okay if you don't want to help yourself.
if you can't even spend some effort correcting your mistake or simply just committing yourselves to choir, i seriously think you should change your CCA.

Seriously we don't need this kind of people in choir.
it only brings our standards down.

I'm saying all this because you are afterall my buddy and in my section.
and we all belong to cedar choir.
if you're not happy being in choir then why did you join in the first place?

ANYWAY, since you ARE already in, why not give your best?
you're here for a purpose okay!
to bring glory to the school as well as the choir.

And obviously you as juniors should be listening to us your seniors.
It's not like we're really nasty to you whatsoever right,
we have been SO patient with you i tell you.
If not i'm very very very sure that you'll get scolded EVERY SINGLE CHOIR PRAC.

you can go on thinking that you're very good, you're the best.
i don't care.
because you're the ones who will suffer in the end.
you'll be the ones bringing choir down.

i really hope you all will change for the better please.

change that stupid attitude of yours.
its fine if you don't want us to help you.
but at least appreciate that we even take the effort to help you.

we really can simply don't care, and let you fail your auditions.
most is you don't perform lor, what else!?

it's up to you really.






















and now i'm asking myself why i'm typing so much and getting all worked up because of you.
i can only say its because you're my buddy and that's my responsibility.

please GIVE YOUR BEST.

hahaha the hong kong people are coming tomorrow! :D

okay, i finally bought the stuff i was supposed to buy.
and yes i owe alot of people presents.
sorry luhh, i am broke. after buying stuff for my buddy and everything today.
i'm so nice right! :D

Chinese LC was okay, actually quite easy. (:

i suaned somebody today and that person is going to suan me back next week.
DIE.

anyway, i'm so excited to see my buddeh!
hahahah.

lit lessons are so slack now!
we just watch people act out Frankenstein.

oh there's lit tmr! its SCENE 4. hahaha!
jiarong, hoiyan and my buddehs are going to watch them! lol.

yay yay. but then again, have to stay back tmr.
and i skip recess! ohmyohmy.

(okay la, kidding, not like i never skip recess before!)

okay, anyway the thing we did for D&T today was quite.. fun!!
i realised that i'm the only one who thinks so. ):
nice what, like some kiddy toy ahahaha! :D

okay, i'm officially dying from the stress.

i shall start doing my things now!

GOODBYE WORLD.
i know you'll miss me. :D

P/S: There IS a tagboard.....

lol, will you just check out the way Steven Lim defends himself and shoots at XiaXue.
come on la, so DISGUSTING can!

don't watch la, you confirm puke one.

its not only highly gay, its very harmful to your eyes too.
and your ears.
well he doesnt have things to say lor, only brooding on the same point.
what rubbish man!

as if he's the most handsome guy (check out his blog heading!!!!)
oh man, you don't vomit blood and die of disgustedness, something is wrong.

okay enough about him. seriously he's tarnishing his own reputation!! brainless fool.



i guess my 5 items wasn't that all good :/
i only did like 43 sit ups lol, and, yar. i was like breathless LOL.
standing broad jump sucked, my left leg was behind my right leg and there was a HUGE difference.
shuttle run was screwed up too. okay i really WAS conservative of my stupid shoe, it's really, killer.
inclined pull-ups, i only did like 15 because i kept sliding to the back AND i stupidly went to touch the mat.

anyway, i HAVE to do well for 2.4km!

i can't wait for 31 July to be over.

#1: Math test
#2: Geog test
#3: Chinese paper 1
#4: Chinese oral
#5: 2.4km
#6: Jogging
really luh, can die one you know!! D:

okay, got ALOT of work to do.
stupid D&T !

bye world. miss me. :D

Oh, i've got a hong kong buddy! :D
Have to prepare gifts for her. hmmm.

okay actually i've got so many things to do and buy!!

last week has really been wonderful.
i hope this week will be, too. :D

choir was really slack today.
sec ones and a few sec twos had audits today.
i could have done my audits today but anyway liwenn didn't want me so nevermind!

it's like the sec ones' first audits!
they were so freaked out i tell you.

actually this happens like to almost every batch.

after they're out, you'll hear " omgomg i did so badly i screwed up the whole thing i'm gonna fail i'm gonna fail!!!"

and then when they didn't fail you'll hear " omg i didn't fail! ahahahahah!"
and then you'll be seeing all the happy faces like this :D

it's good la, jia you jia you :D

anyway, i think NDP rehearsal kinda sucked today.
the sound just didn't come out.
well for the standard of CEDAR CHOIR, it just wasn't there.

let's do our best k, even though its like, just for national day celebs.
it is, afterall, still our performance! (:

When you walk through a storm
Hold your head up high
And don't be afraid of the dark
At the end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark

Walk on through the wind
Walk on through the rain
Though your dreams be torn and blown
Walk on, walk on,
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone
You'll never walk alone

got really high after choir i don't know why, maybe because i just kept laughing.
yup. oh well! yay. :D today is a happy day.

hahaha.

bad news, 31 July is next week and i have so many things on!

#1 : Geog test
#2 : Math test
#3 : 2.4km
#4 : Chinese oral
#5 : Jogging

crazy luh!
i hope i don't die.


5 items tmr!
hope i'll do well. ahhh, shall go off now. (: BYE.

aye, i'm really very disappointed can.
i didn't expect you to do that to me la,
i mean i also never did that to you before!! ):

nevermind, i shall just treat it as nothing happened.

Anyway, i think D&T sucks bigtime and so does the teachers.
what, prodesktop!? i totally detest d&t luh, but i will do my work of course.
to the best of my ability. :D

tell me to run more, do bible study more, revise more, mug more ??
i feel so slack and stupid and lazy :/

ENCOURAGE me but don't NAG.
(if not i kill you!!)

okay, a rather meaningless entry but i guess .. i just feel like blogging! ha.

back-up was fantastic today i feel. :D haha, okay.
whatever it is, maybe it's just because i take joy in serving the Lord.

anyway, anybody wants to go for Youth Cafe!!
it's free you know :D
6.30pm, 28 July 2007 (Saturday!)

hahaha, i realised i haven't PMSed at all the whole week! whoo!
something is happening to me bwahahahahaha.

you know, sometimes i really think that there's a guy in me.

(ha, i'm so MAN.)














just kidding.


went to Beatrice's house just now to do rehearsal for the lit. hahaha.
okay i think it's gonna be quite the funny, i must not laugh. :D


tim: haha eh as if yours very nice right? (i don't even know it la!) yes happy RHD. :D
aly: haha what!? that's so.. more like primary school. well my juniors do fidget alot but not to the extent of playing catching!!
keith: haha oh i haven't been there for long. oh you go update something la, maybe some video again or just spam the tagboard. hahaha. you don't talk rubbish ah! haha.



oh, speaking of RHD, its on 21 July right?
and for 21 July 2008, its a MONDAY.
and for upper sec, MONDAY is a JOGGING DAY.
so means we have to go jogging right?
means my batch very suey right?
and we have to change again right?
and pray that it rains right?
its so unfair right?
LOL okay, i hope there's no jogging.

i'm gna be an indian next year. hahaha.
(i'm suddenly reminded of JiaRong and her indian song! what indiaaaaa thing. lol!)




oh, my pretty boy dieded. ):


(nah i'm not sad! because pretty girl hasn't dieded hahaha.)

i'm on a font-changing spree! :D hahaha.

okay worship prac ended early today lol.

oh my dad bought me a guitar today!
it's like my birthday present and my birthday is one month later.
okay plus one day.

yar okay so i was teaching him the G chord.
he says he doesn't like strumming. so he was like " don't teach me strumming i want to learn the other one. what's that? fingering?"
hahaha.
okay then i taught him, then i was like okay, i teach you D now.
then he was like " don't want don't want, one is enough"

so i'm like, okay..

then he was like calling my mum.

"eh faster come faster come i show you! i can play!!"

then she came and he plucked.

then he finally he stopped.
and he's like " wah so pain!!"


lol.


k i realised i forgot about some homework i have, like the stupid geog workbook, english advert and D&T.

i thought i only had chinese and math!

but anyway its due on tues/wed. hahaha.
i shall do geog first.




















i want more LJs!

:/

Hello world. (and all who loves me)

i really think (and know) that i shouldn't be so bad and saying all these,
BUT i seriously think choir might die.
With the lousy horrible attitudes portrayed by the sec ones, (YES THE SEC ONES).
really la with such a negative approach towards learning new songs, following instructions,
and simply just maintaining THAT certain level of discipline ..

IS IT THAT DIFFICULT.

i'm sure it isn't that one bit difficult for you.
sec ones, you're 13. you're not 3. you're not little kids.
you don't have the problem of short attention span.

all the seniors can ask of you is to,
#1 : pay attention.
#2 : listen to instructions.
#3: follow them.

aren't these like the basic.. rules?

even if you yourself don't care about choir, syf, the gold with honours, the performances, the practices..
i tell you, ALL THE SENIORS CARE.
and it's like very important to us because EVERY MINUTE COUNTS.

really la, stop acting like you're so pro, you're so smart, and you're like the best in the choir and nobody can beat you.
you think you're very good? prove it then.

how?
#1. By learning your song properly.
#2. By singing in pitch during sectionals.
#3. By being able to memorise everything that has been told. ( AND DO IT.)
#4. By being able to sing in pitch, on time, on beat, with the other sections!!

prove it la, do us proud, do Miss Chye proud, do choir proud.


Okay basically... racial harmony day. okay.

actually i utterly disgusted by someone, but i shall not mention who.
that someone really looks disgusting ; no i'm not discriminating people's looks.
that someone is really screwed.

i don't know why, but whenever i see that someone, or hear that someone, i get really pissed off/irritated. and i roll my eyes.

maybe its just me, i can't stand such people.
okay i admit i really don't wish to help that person but really la,
you have to help yourself if not nobody can help you.

okay nevermind. i feel very bad for saying this but yar i dunno i'm just blogging how i feel.
(evil stare)


Goodbye, i shall ....not tell you what i'm going to do next!
hahaha.

keith: haha yup yup. oh cause i'm lazy to link all. no time too! will link soon (:

so many things have happened since the past year!
i really miss those times la..

anyway, everyday just gets better and better.
hahahahaha. :D


Happy Racial Harmony Day tomorrow.
Stop being racist. (:

Hahaha, okay LJ was quite fun!
and yet boring. but quite interesting. lol.

Went to quite a few places, yes just to see sculptures.
there are like so many can!
ohoh, then there's this place called BANANA REPUBLIC.

LOL i think it's so pokkish to have such a name.
maybe everything there's yellow
hahaha. and maybe alot of banana skins on the floor then some people will be ben4 enough to step on it and fall. (i wonder who)

Not as bad as i thought it would be la, i like the love sculpture. haha.
its like hollow can (somebody's brain too!)

oh there's music tmr! hahaha. great great. i love music :D

okay i shall go off.

goodbye world.

qian: haha hello hello! i know you miss me alot la right? i'm not pok! lol. see la now someone call me that too. hahaha.
tim: eh don't laugh at me i tell you. you stupid ya1.

hello. okay yes i know i haven't blogged for ages!
don't blame me okay!
Alynna is a very busy person. hahahha.

anyway, yes, i HAVE to admit that i was indeed rather pissed off yesterday.
But i'm alright now.
I think there's no point getting pissed off, it just makes me more tired than i already am.

Lessons tmr are slack!
actually only have 3 la. D&T, Chinese and English.
Because its even week and there's TOP period!

(i actually forgot that i don't have to go for choir tomorrow.)
Well, there's LJ tmr! But apparently it ends LATER than choir.
BUT! it's definitely more slack. haha.
Anyway, does sculpture walk, in any case, sound interesting to you.

i picture long walks with black sculptures along the way.
oh and i can see jiarong using my phone to take many many photos. ha!
we'll see tmr.

ran quite alot today. oh well i was quite high after that, but now i'm soooo tired.

shall go off first. continue tmr! hahaha.

keith : hahah yup! sick of the other song alrd!

hmmmm.


ahhh, muscle ache. :/

YOYO HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIARONG! :D

don't be sad already k? yup we'll try to find out whats going on!
hahaha. okay, love you, LA.
i owe you a present okay! hahaha like i think i'll only give it to you like months later ( apparently i never go out!) and yar! my presence is enough for now actually! :D yay yay. go jiarongggggggggggg!

yes so, it has been rather... eventful, recently.
i don't know why but i have a feeling something really bad is going to happen.
oh well i know even if something happens (dont ask ah! i really dont know what it is)..
i know i still have God, and well you know who you are.

okay i'm not feeling emo ah!
but really, to those who have really been there for me ALWAYS (especially someone)
thanks alot okay! really, without you i don't know if i'll be who i am, where i am, what i am today.

this year is really tough. not just studies, but EVERYTHING.
all the things which happened, the fun, the joy, the laughter, and of course, there's always the sadness.
oh, and definitely, the STRESS.

i guess through the many YM events like the True Love Concert, i have really really transformed.
(eh, don't talk about transformers i tell you.)
through the many things which happened, whether it was years, months, weeks, days, or even hours or minutes ago, its all part of my walk with the Lord.
He has truly helped he ALOT.
i'm really stronger and i am able to handle things better.
even my moods, although yeah, i still do have mood swings regularly and PMS.... (ugh, the agony.)
and like spoiling others' moods because of all these! sorrrry ):

yup really, without God's guidance, support from all of you.. i don't think i'll be like now.
yes. exactly. okay.

hmm i don't really get pissed anymore, unlike last time la!
like whoa, just blast. lol.
that's one change in me! THANK GOD.

actually there's alot la. yup.
today's sermon really speaks to my heart.
let's all act like how we are supposed to be : Children of God! and do things which glorifies His name.

yar, let's encourage each other and remind each other!
it's not just about ME, its about WE.
(ha, i quote pastor lai okay!)
I DO LISTEN OKAY. yes i admit i do look like i'm stoning but yar i do listen (:

anyway, after watching the clip for thanksgiving&dedication night, i really felt quite touched or whatsoever.
i mean really! YM has gone through so much together!
of course, the most bestest so far is the True Love concert!
oh anyway i'm sure there's more to come......

thanksgiving&dedication night
it was really really a wonderful event.
it's like setting aside just a few hours to thank those who have been actively helping out in church.
Of course, God WILL give these christian servants rewards too.
yup the bible always reminds us to give thanks.
so yeah, here it is !

did alot of running around, getting everything in place.
the drink was abit horrible ah, but nevermind!
first time la! hahaha.
not bad right.

oh, there was alot of leftovers!
we planned to mix the orange with the mango for Sunday ( today)'s drinks ah, but in the end sk and matthew ong played scissors paper stone and yup, they finished it!
hahaha.
forward, backward, forward forward forward!
scissors paper stone!

haha really ah, first time i see people play like that! lol.

oh and THANKS JOEL TOH, for giving me such a shock.
and still laugh at me until like that.

and i really kena bullied la!
SEE.

<<>> Do you feel like a man when you push her around? says:
eh
<<>> Do you feel like a man when you push her around? says:
come clean the table la.


oh wellllll..
i love ym! :D


i totally screwed up back-up singing today. ): i'm soooooo sorry.








i feel like i can do much more
but yet it seems that this is all i can do
i REALLY want/wish i can do something for you
but everytime, i can only tell you to stop crying.
but i really assure you,
no matter what happens
i'll always be there.


now i truly understand sacrificial love, and unconditional love.
i really didn't know you have done so much for me.
i didn't know you were so.. frail
i had the impression you were really strong.
i want you to know that i DO understand how you feel..
cheer up please, really.

you told me you didn't want this to affect me and so if anything happens, it won't happen now.
i was really touched when you said that to me.
i cried.
i cried WITH you too.


i hope everything will turn out fine please!
i'll just pray for you.







i hope it isn't true.
if it's true, i really don't know you please.
you aren't being RESPONSIBLE.
SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS AROUND YOU CAN?
ITS NOT JUST ABOUT THE 2 OF YOU.
THERE ARE 3 OTHERS.
I WILL, I REALLY WILL JUST GIVE YOU A SLAP
CALL YOURSELF A CHRISTIAN

whats this becoming into

i'm so utterly disappointed please. ):

but i know the Lord will dwell in my heart and well, control and help me.
dont ask.


anyway, i realised i haven't blogged for ages.
yup.
hmmm yar miss chye is back.
i can't wait for choir haha.
the song is like so nice
i dont support liverpool (never ever!)

yup anyway! like yar i seriously am NOT optimistic about choir's future.
i really hope the sec ones WILL put in effort and do their best!
for goodness sake la!


show some love, please.