oh, i suddenly remembered, that roohi went to google "alynna tan" and "jean fang" and her own name and she was so proud that she was so famous. LOL.

anyway, DON'T GOOGLE MY NAME!!!!

(anyway, you'll see my blog and jean's blog and sk's blog and dont know what.)

tsk tsk.

anyway, .... i'm so bored........................................................................................

haha and i realised it's so difficult to tell someone how much you love them cause nothing can actually express it :O

haha, maybe thats why God died for us. (:

went to church today. (:
Miss church alot!
missed sooo many services. but anyhow...

my dad's aunty is like soooo funny hahah! i cannot stop laughing i tell you.
yup, anyway it's Joel's birthday tomorrow!
And there's watchnight service tomorrow too.(:

i'm sooo excited.
i can't wait for school.

i was a good girl and i did chinese (:
hahah omg i tell you got sooo much homework really killer okay! hahah.


okay anyway, somebody will get a surprise tomorrow. hehe.

okay bye! (:

stressed / sad ): ): ):

Had choir today.

Again, it wasn't as good as i'd expected.
But i wouldn't say that i had high expectations cause somehow i just knew how things would turn out.

I only want the best for choir. ):
Must you really do this?

So what, you can just go around telling people what to do but hey, you don't do it yourself.
When everyone else looks at you, what do they see?
What will they say?
What will they do?

Will they follow you?
If they really are going to follow you, then, i'll just say they don't know how to differentiate wrong from right.

You say you have bg, okay, but what i see is a total mess, and it's definitely not what is expected of the choir. ):

You know, how much i love choir and how much choir means to me,
and if you don't want to listen to what i've got to say, then really, forget it.
I honestly think you shouldn't be the one representing the choir, not to mention be THE ONE.

I mean, i know like although i don't have like ballet background, but so?
even though i'm not watching them i know what's wrong.
But what is this, you don't even want to listen to some constructive comments.
And mind you, i am not talking rubbish.
It's just the best for the choir.

I wouldn't want to see the whole thing being removed, like, everyone's effort is like totally wasted.
Just totally gone down the drain like that.

How would you like if you've been practising really hard and then suddenly everything's cancelled?
I'm sure you won't feel good.

Sometimes, i feel so helpless i just feel like breaking down.
I think you're not taking this as seriously as i am, and just take a look at yourself in the mirror.

You don't deserve this.


it's just, i love choir this much.

):

Hello i'm back blogging! (again)
haha i'm so bored lah.
Anyway i shall blog about taiwan soon. :D
just wait. hahah!

anyway, i looked through the piczxzxz and i realised that my parents have super alot of unglam shots!
(HAHAHA, and we didn't delete them.)
(and no, i'm not going to post them.)
(okay maybe just one)

(:

yup, anyway choir today wasn't very good.. ):

i'm sorry, i just lost it today. ):
totally.


but then again i'm also serious, choir means ALOT to me.
just like i hope it means alot to you. ):

i hope i don't have to lose myself again tomorrow.

hahaha. am back from Taiwan!
was quite okay although 80% is boring.
Anyway, Keith, i've got your picture already!
I send to you when we're both online okay? (:

I didn't buy presents for anybody except BEATRICE YEONG who didnt want to reply my msg so i anyhow buy her cd. so wrong not my fault right? (: (:

Then now JEAN FANG is scolding me cause i never buy anything for her HAHAHA.
see see!

ALYNNA! (: says:

YOU LA.

[JEAN] says:

WHAT

ALYNNA! (: says:

MY LAO PO NEVER DO ANYTHING.

[JEAN] says:

WHAT ME

[JEAN] says:

GOT

[JEAN] says:

I BUY YOU EGG LEH

[JEAN] says:

YOUR XMAS

[JEAN] says:

THEN WHAT YOU BUY ME

[JEAN] says:

HUH

ALYNNA! (: says:

i neh buy anything

ALYNNA! (: says:

hahahah

[JEAN] says:

STILL DARE TO SAY

HAHAHA. SEE. funny ah. okay
nevermind. i shall go and sleep now. (:
choir tomorrow! haha. cant wait. and
can wait.urgh.
funny.

anyway i'm quite touched (: haha jean fang knows why LOL.
(omg jean fang is going to kill me soon! haha DIE i'm going to see her tomorrow LOL.)

hahaha. i love you i love you. (: (: [no la not jeanfang.nobody loves jeanfang HAHA!]

thanks alot okay! (: you're so super nice hahaha i cannot take it!
ahahaha. am touched ttm. and i love you ttvvvvm. (:

going to taiwan! (:

tomorrow, that is.

bye! :D:D

anything msg me! HAHAHA.
okay but i might not reply. :P

Hello! i am like, back from church, caroling, shopping and dinner. (:

Didn't really sleep last night, so i was like super duper tired.

Anyway, sorry, this was part of why i was so moody this morning.
So those who had to face my black face, i'm soo sooo sorry kay. :/

Anyway, today during BS Aunty Georgina asked about how each individual has changed after accepting Jesus Christ on 22 Oct '06.
Well, she said when she first met me i had this certain "angst". (she sensed it.)
yup i was quite shocked when she said that la. haha. do i seem that angry. LOL.

kkkkkkkkkkkk.

Went to marina and suntec just now (yes, marina, AGAIN.)
sian ttm.

Then walked around, looked for sunglasses and just randomly looked for stuff.
bought a necklace for my sis. (:

yup then just walked around and my dad went to look at watches, like he always does.
then he's like finding excuses for not buying. lol. lame ttm.

Hmm. I can't decide whether i should go for caroling or not :/
so how, jeanette??

Oh well, I think caroling went pretty well today, and there's a great improvement, especially in the tenors! (: jiayoujiayou.
But somehow, i don't really like the sops and the altos.. ):

offkeyoffkeyoffkey! ): ): ):

Gosh, I always hate it when choirs go sharp/flat. and when they just keep going faster.
The worst part is that, they don't have the expression and everything.

I think the worst choir performance i've ever attended was the recent one held at PLMGSS.
even caroling is better. hahahah.

okay, sidetrack sidetrack!

"POINT."

(:

AHHH. okay, everything seems back to normal, and i lack sleep :/

i want to sleep, i want to sleep.
and seems like i've not been getting enough food! O.O FAT PIG.

i misszxzx chalet.


i feel like, something ttm. why?


anyway.
the song was really nice okay, thank you so much. (: (: (: (: (:
hehehehe. lovelove.

random post.

1. ___ is irritating ttm.
2. Joel is gna die cause he made me call him so many times.
3. zomgz i found a white hair. (it's 1/4 white man.)
4. There's caroling today and i'm excited.
5. I want to go to church on my own.
6. My mum's really nice ; she's buying cakes for her sunday school kids. how come i dont get one. ): Haha kidding.
7. The facebook app Doodle is super fun (: it's like, reliving your childhood. (:
8. I need sleep.
9. i can't think of what i want for christmas.
10. i need more time to buy xmas presents for...
-Roohi
-Sharmaine
-Jean
-BEATRICE (plus her birthday present + her birthday treat. zomgz i miss her ttm.)


BYE! gtg.

i think i'll go link people now.
i'm so bored.
i think after we move to the holding site,
i'll miss ppmacs.
and its not so easy to buy fbts anymore! lol.

eh, i miss 2c. especially beatrice they all. clique! ): ):

i want to go out.
i want to give beatrice her birthday treat. ):
i've got a workshop on tuesday.
i'm going to tw on wednesday.
i don't wna go can?

i was like, eh i dun wna go.
then my mum doesn't allow me to not go. ): ):

i really really really don't wna go.

oh, and she BRIBED me to go by saying
"there's theme park."

omg, i want to go to the theme park ONLY!

HUNGRY..........................



caroling was okay, anyway, i think tenors have much improvement. (:
i think this is the last session i'm going to attend. or maybe Sunday. oh well.

eh i'm going to be fatter and fatter and i'm going to become like a kong ba pao. HAHAHA.

chaletchalet. aiya. i'm lazy to blog about chalet.

my mum just ask me "why you so moody today?"
lol.
I HUNGRY ONLY LA . ):

somebody bring me foooooood. fooood. fooood. fooood. fooooooddd.......

ohno.ohno.ohno.
i forgot to announce that,
BEATRICE YEO IS BACK YO.
HAHAHA. (:
I'M SOOO HAPPY. :D






okay my mood's just spoilt.
bye.

Excuse me, i don't exactly think YOU have the right to come and say me okay.
Like, did i offend you in any way? NO.

i don't even like KNOW you!? !?!?!?!?!?!
(or rather, i wouldn't want to know you)

if you're not happy with me then meet me face to face.
i'm not afraid of you.

Anyway, if you want to scold me, don't have to use other people's names as your stupid idiotic nicks.

Firstly, by using "jean fang's face", what are you trying to imply?
you want to scold me, PUT YOUR NAME.
God gave you a name???

And if you're going to say that i used "jean fang's face", you don't know the true meaning.
so, do not anyhow use her name.
she's my really good friend, and who are you to her? vice versa?

Secondly, you want to use other nicks, okay.
But why choose to copy my friends' nicks?
It's an extremely stupid decision of yours. and to choose THIS nick.
Hello !? i know how my friends talk, and even if it's just one small word/error, i know that the one tagging isn't my friend.

Thirdly, the hypocrite issue, again.


'SUP???
You all jolly well can tell who's the hypocrite now, no?
Since you totally just shot your mouth of...
read carefully ah.
go examine your tags.

AND, what is wrong with saying i'm pissed off?
Everyone surely has a time when they get pissed off.
So would you rather i put "i'm damn angry" or like something worse, like "i'm _ing angry".

anyway, your so called "shit" in my blog...
i want to put it what, anyway, it's MY blog, and i also never mention names so what's wrong?
i don't see anything wrong.
and yes, i just want to put in my thoughts and feelings also cannot?
then what's the whole purpose of my blog?
Seriously, i think you are the one with the problem, not me.

eh wait, what coloured crocodile tears?
I NEVER CRY?

oh, and you said you hate christians who do that?
so tell me who's being the hypocrite now huh.


-------------------


Anyway, back from chalet and bbq! was super super fun.
Shall blog about it later on.
surprisingly i'm not PISSED. lol.
but what for right? (:

bye sia.
take care sia.
see you later sia.

i love that boy sia. (okay you get wad i mean)
he so funny sia.
hahahaha sia.
eh bye sia.
(inside joke, SIA) (:

wth, unreasonable shit.


!?

like, so what.

life is so unfair, unfair unfair...
):

somtimes things don't turn out the way you want them to ;


nevermind, today sucks.
and omg, i can't find fbts for jr! ohoh.

zomgz!! YINXUE CAME ONLINE YO.

she is so random la.

^_^ says:

i cant read your dp
^_^ says:
i sound liek some stalker
^_^ says:
but nvm
^_^ says:
hoho

ahaha. okay, then

^_^ says:
i ghana alot of times
^_^ says:
smell like rotten siew mai for many days

ahhaha. eh, abit like i ou her. but noooo. i don't. 'mmm.

(: bye! (: (: (:

BBQ and chalet later! wohhhhh. exciting. hehehe.

JEANFANGILOVEYOU! HAHAHAHAHA

ZOMGZ I'M SO PISSED AT _ OKAY. WHAT IS WRONG WITH _ ????
_ HAS A PROBLEM LOR!! omg man.
your _ is not fit to be a _ and you are not fit to be _'s _.

how can you just do this la? abit like, too guo fen.
you think your position very great??

wait long long. -_______- (jean fang's face)

anyway.
caroling today was okay la..

i still dont know why people are late, super late in fact.
and why they all must make so much noise!
is it so hard to just stop talking, its just a minute or so la........... ):

tag replies;

sharmaine: haha yeah she did! omg! she's super mean la. hahah.

keith: hahah. he's weird what. lol.

chiat: haha who's that

kenneth: lol

abii: haha your friend went crazy cause it's you. haha you are so random.

keith: lol, what ang mor?

abii: hahaha. totally.

j: hahah yeah ): nevermind. hahaha _ is so irritating!

esther: oh, something. (: (:

keith: hahaha. yes yes! (: i know how to play already. :D

there's caroling tomorrow! (: (:

i'm still stuck on Eunice's fruit salad song.

haha. but anyhow... (:

i'm quite bored now.................
cai hong is so difficult to master. haha. i don't care man. i'm going to learn how to play it. (:

anyway, shall try to finish my homework tomorrow! (:

i'm mad every sentence has a (: after it ends.
haha. whatttttttttttttttttt. (:

okay, bye! (:

I've been quite sick of this.
zomgz.

Anyway, caroling today, quite fun.
I miss caroling!
and choir! ):

Prac on wed (:

Quite tired already. zz.

haiya.wtffffffffff.

tags!

Today's a terrible day for me, and i know i'm going to get alot of headaches and the i-feel-like-puking thing. ):

Dogs get menopausal when they are old. i think so.
my dog is mad. really mad. ):
gosh.

i was so scared i had to go to the hospital.
Thank God that it isn't something serious. (:


Realised i haven't replied (many) tags for a long long time. lol.

keith: haha. i don't like prime lor!

runningby: haha, its not demanded lah, anyway, its like, still a must. (:

qian: haha. duh. eh my favourite junior has a whole new look! LOL

SHARMAINE: buddy (: (: see you soon okay! haha.

keith: haha. okay chiat never say he see me anymore. haha.

kenneth: oh isit. haha. okay.

keith: yours dont really need anyway. haha.

kenneth: lol, no, being unreasonable is different yo.

abii: haha. eh! yeah i know. i have mood swings. haha. i know you love me yo :D

`roohi: haha okay, you're nice. my story!! and your letter. oops =x

dwight: hello (: Living Praise Presbyterian, in Bishan. (:

JEAN: HAHA. SHE DOES WHAT!

keith: hahah. aiya. nvm one.

kenneth: haha okay.

keith: relax. (:

MAMAYA: HAHAH ehh. i love miss chyeeee! (:

joel: haha awww. :D

chiat: LOL NO I'M NOT.

jiarong: yo! ya faster learn. i can teach you. hahaha.

joel: hahah. i miss caroling. ):

manda: haha. well you know i dont (:

aly: haha. yes not bad la. haha. and we are not lousy!

abii: haha, everyone knows :D

chiat: erm.... no. haha.

abii: hah fat like.. (:

keith: hah wads so cool. i'm not rotting/dying anymore (:

joel: hahaha! yar. haven't settle yet. haiyoh.

shermy: haha, hellooooooo (:

keith: yup. haha.

abii: haha. i'll kill you for that.

`roohi: haha nope not you, AHHAHA EH I'M NOT JEALOUS. :P

charis: haha, will link soon. i'm very lazy you see. LOL. oh really!!! hahah. YAR IT SUCKS. LOL.

abii: YOU'RE MAD YO. HAHA. CAROLING ROCKS. :D

kenneth: haha regret taking part.

ESTHER: YUP! link you soon (: and no.... you owe me something :D hehehe.

keith: nyaa no good one. hahaha.

lisa: hahah! why would you be on it? :P

and...

keith: no, i didn't bite his ear.

high high high! (:



I made somebody go mad by playing the elmo song :D
hehehe.


i love my friend. :D

hahaha. super nice song yo.


Held- Natalie Grant

Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling

Who told us we’d be rescued?
What has changed and
why should we be saved from nightmares?
We’re asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It’s unfairThis is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell
we’d be held

This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it
let the hatred numb our sorrow
The wise hands opens slowly
to lillys of the valley and tomorrow

This is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell
we’d be held

If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

This is what it means to be held
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held







(: i want the piano score! ):