): i'm making everyone sad these few days.
sorry.

new blog.
new beginning.

today sucked.

http://xanga.com/alynnaaaa

okay i made my blog already omg. i'm tired ttm.

enough of this.

i promise i'll snap out of this, once i'm emotionally stable.

Sharmaine, i'll link you soon yeah. and Roohi too.

Jiarong, i know. it's so tiring, sometimes you just want to slap everyone and leave your mark.
And then it's all over.
The next thing you know, you get scolded.
This is a vicious cycle ):
i don't like it jiarong, i am so sad ):
today sucked ttm i know ): ):

Jean, cheer up, it applies to me too.

Oh jiarong, we monday faster ask michael chia to buy tickets (:
he's so nice hahah zomgz i like him! :D

I feel like making a new blog.

i really want to. ):

i need to rant everything to blogger.
i need a listening ear.
why is everything going this way?
why why why.
the world sucks.

the world is round, why is your thinking so square???

why is everything coming together and falling apart all at the same time?

why do you have such bad taste?

why is my voice becoming like that?

will i ever get to finish my work?

why am i doing this, goodness.

i just want to scream and shout and everything, to get it all off my back.
it's such a pain and it's such a heavy burden to bear.

i really want this to end.
it's so hot now ):

sucks ttm. bye.

but, however...

and so, i DID revise Physics that day.

i've been sleeping late lately, just that it's either late, or later. ):

been trying really hard to not fall asleep in class, especially English because it's like... you know what i mean, then while watching the really interesting chemistry video i also felt like sleeping.
As well as watching The Core during Geog.

i think it's just so interesting, and stressing the point: it's HOLLYWOOD.
Truly, Hollywood movies are really hollywood.
How can anyone travel to the core without dying!
And what can stand the heat of the core. hahaha.

so interesting, and the plane didn't crash into the man, how possible is that ...
it's so fake sometimes i think it sucks, but geog movies are like quite nice to watch leh, like The Day After Tomorrow.
And i realised Mrs Koh watches movies that nobody has heard of before. lol!

anyway i want to say, stop being such an idiot.

secondly, i want to say, we have tried our best, we've worked so hard.
Not to get this from you. If you don't appreciate, fine. But we didn't need to have that dressing down. Come on, nobody wanted this?
It's not as though we did it on purpose. I know i've tried my best. I really did.
During practice today, my voice was terrible. Once or twice i couldn't get the right pitch from the piano. I couldn't sing properly. I lost my voice halfway, my voice croaked halfway, i did steps wrongly twice, i sang wavering pitch even though it's just one note... everything that could go wrong went wrong. ):

am stressed up like yesterday again.
but i won't break down like i did.

Honestly i was so scared Ms Chye would leave us ): ): ):
i seriously do love ms chye alot, and what will cedar choir become without her!?

and today sucks.
it's not our fault.
she was standing so near to the wall we cannot walk behind!
):

we did so much.
practices after practices.

and now, promoting.
we went all around the school to promote, give flyers, sing, telling them where to go, running about.

it's tiring alright?
we're not like you just going around, not doing much.

):

ITS

NOT

OUR

FAULT!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




omg this is so saddening and so stressful.
Performance sucked ttm, we disappointed miss chye like totally ):

sorry.



...............
URGH!

i.want.to.sleep.

decided to type out my ss, and i shall just finish up physics today because i'm so tired i need sleep ):

sometimes i'm 1/4 drifting off to sleep,
my vision gets blur...

oh no.

i know, "signs of lack of sleep"

haha, i always hear that. okay, i'll sleep i'll sleep. soon okay!!!!!


jiayou. (:



/edit : zhuo papa says to sleep right now! :O
i'm not going to revise physics today.
i shall do it all tomorrow. yes. tomorrow. really. i promise!

It's 11.45am..

it's late,
it's late,
it's late it's late it's late.

and i'm still doing math geog blahblah and like the whole world knows how much i actually want to sleep!?

i am so sleepy in school these few days,
or maybe it's just the vibes in the class haha.
three/OHMYGOSH!

that's like, totally, bimbotic.

HAHAHA.

okay, i cannot take it anymore, every single one of you MUST motivate me to study, and keep me awake.

my thirst is not helping, i so want to quench it but i only have like 1/4 bottle of water ):
how's it going to last me through the night?
and i've got nothing to suck! !!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ):

IA;LKGLH!#*(&%).

fine.
go buy me a lollipop.
yes really!!


oh, mr chia cannot lie hehe gooooooooooosh.

HAHA I NEVER READ NEWSPAPER!
I CANNOT FIND IT!! LOL.

anyway also no time..
today is killer ):
so much homework.
and then i never do geog research yesterday cause i went to sleep then i must do today.

so .. today's list.

1. Chinese worksheet (omg it's so difficult)
2. SS: SEQ conclusion (plus rewrite because it's so messy! must hand in one leh?)
3. Geog : Research.
4. Geog: STUDY.
5. Chem worksheet (haha i finished in macs already!)
6. E Math : Ex. 2.4
7. E Math : Ex. 2.5
8. E Math : Notes eg. 11
9. E Math : Worksheet
10. Physics : Revise.
*11. SS : Study/revise.

see what i mean
LOOK AT THE MATH.
ITS STARTING TO BECOME LIKE "EEEEE" you know! ):

but i love mugging!
haha. sorry jean fang fang fang fang fang, we shall go next week (:

Roohi, it's okay, she knows already what! i heard my letter is like hers!?!? you die.

Keith haha omg i just realised you purposely ask me to go and sleep hahha!

okay why am i wasting my time here, i shall go and do geog now, a break from math!

and why am i doing math now when it's only due on monday??
BECAUSE THERE'S TWO PERIODS OF MATH TOMORROW AND I THINK MISS CHIN IS GOING TO GIVE EVEN MORE HOMEWORK ! ):

p/s : mr yau told us this coolio thing about refunds and hotels. hehehe.
quite funny! :D

(omg i tell you i like mc so much!!! beatrice also leh? hahah! so it's okay, it's alright.)

getting new choir tees tomorrow! i hope it's not too small...
full dress rehearsal too.

Roohi ah stop spamming leh ):

Liwenn you are popo! i walk fast only you must run already. HAHAHA.

back to geog! (:

ps, don't worry about me and my sleeping late, i'm perfectly okay. (:

i have new resolutions. hahahaha! yes. yes. yes.
2008 must be a fulfilling year. (:

i have so little time! ):

i want to go overseas next year for choir competition, okay miss chye ? (:

i shall finish these before i sleep tonight. (:

1. Geog research.
2. Geog : study plates.
3. Physics : Revise LENS.
4. Math : Ex. 2.3.
5. Math : Correctionssxzxz.
6. SS : SEQ

i'm done with ss and math! (:
yea man. :D

going to run tomorrow. haha. YES FINALLY.

My week shall be very busy from next week on.
running or mugging with beatrice or jean every thursday (:

okay, bye!

I won't become a panda Joel (: don't worry, shhh :D

Buddy, yes you're nice (:

Sharmaine, haha jia you okay! (: it's alright, it's okay .. (:

Roohi, Jean doesn't hate you, not at all!!

oh no forgot about one piece of work ! ): ): ):

nevermind i bring dictionary to school tomorrow. (:

okay, back to physics! (:

i said, motivate me, force me.. whatever.
don't ask me to faster go and sleep!
i must finish first.

omg i haven't read newspaper yet.
shit.
HAHA I READ TOMORROW CONFIRM PLUS STAMP CHOP.

MAKE SURE I READ OKAY!


BYE.

today is human(ities) day, as said by Jerine.
Lots of SS and Geog to do, lol.
die already.

choir was okay.

sharmaine, i've spammed her blog HHAHAHA!

okay, shall go do. bye ! (:

i want to sleep ):
sorrry i'm sleeping so late haha dont kill me.

anyway, i think this chapter of geog is so difficult i'll just die ):

BUT, i shall remember PHYSICS lesson today (:

F- defn.
(i like mr yau's method of teaching)
focal point/principal's focal..............

omg i cannot remember LOL.
OKAY!

I SHALL GO AND STUDY.
1. GEOG : PLATES/MOVEMENTS !
2. REVISE PHYSICS
3. GLUE MY GRAPH LOL
4. GO AND SLEEP!



tired... and pushing myself.
to the limit.
i hope i dont fall sick :X
but don't scold me if i do.

i have to do this.
(suddenly i hear my mum and her favourite "jian chi dao di" by A-Du.) LOL

Choir was okay today, but i totally lost myself again ):
i am so sorry. ):

anyway, today's the last dance workshop with Glady.
haha i couldnt stop telling hoiyan "THAT GUY IS SO GAY I TELL YOU HE'S TOTALLY GAY LA RIGHT RIGHT!"

hahaha! i am serious, (:

the radio keeps playing "Bleeding Love". SO ANNOYING!
Haha i tell you it's getting on my nerves lor,..

Anyway Roohi is like the ultimate spammer omg look at my tagboard hahaha!
shucks......

Haha shh, i think Michael Chia is quite cute! in the chubby way. (:
and then the way he talks is also hahaha! SO CUTE!! :D

and he's sooo nice, and then Jia Rong just told me something he told her which was so funny and so cute! hahaha awwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I've got great teachers this year.
I shall be a good student too. (:

Haha, if i'm slacking, please motivate me to study!
And like, yes. Totally....... MAKE ME DO MY WORK :D

i love homework.
shall go mugging with my wife on thursday. haha.


Thank you Sharmaine my beloved buddy! (: and roohi and (who??) i forgot. for the passes. haha
love you all! (: (: (:

and roohi i'm so not jealous of you cause i don't ou Denyse??


Haha today like so many things happened haha!
Mr Yau is so funny he rocks la (:

then i went home after choir and Mrs Loy and Ms Chye took the same bus as me and they dropped at the same stop haha omg so qiao right haha then i walk walk walk then i dont know where they went, or maybe they just stayed put at the stop.


Haha i so wanted to walk all the way home from serangoon okay........

new year and resolutions.

Hello blogger, i am BACK.

I offered Joel ice cream and he was like, "potong also can :D"

and "POTONG" !!!
i think of the old cedar. ):
and by the way,

I. AM. SO. JEALOUS.

the new school is really really really pretty!
( i think i said it before)

so i was like, eh let's retain in sec three ^^

haha, but kidding lar!
i will not retain in sec three.

anyway, i have something to announce!

There's a CEDAR CHOIR performance at ESPLANADE!
Tickets are:
$16/- for students, NS Men and SENIOR CITIZENS.
$20/- for adults.
on... 14 MAY 2008!

Please please if you can make it on that day, COME ! (:
i'm not sure about the time but should be the usual, evening (or at night if you call it so).

okay, a few things...

1. JEANETTE ; Get well soon kay! (: (: and thanks for the present (:
2. HOIYAN; Happy birthday! (: (:
3. JEANFANG; Faster go online then i give you the link. haha okay actually, it's HERE (:
4. BUDDY; I want spongebob! HAHAHA.
5. ROOHI; Eh we go and buy pencil case okay? haha i buy BOB THE BUILDER for you :D
6. JIARONG; Haha womannn! i cannot stand her how how! hahah ALL YOUR FAULT LA. next time we go out again okay ! (:
7. LOVE; Haha i am so so sorryyyyyyyyyyy about just now! =X

anyway, i have decided to..
1. MUG
2. Do all my homework and hand in on time! (hahaha)
3. Study really really hard. and/or, MUG.


and, i am going to watch Coffee Prince, HwangJini and.... WITCH YOO HEE.
HAHAH I AM SO FREE NOW JEANETTE!
BORED !!!!!


haha i suddenly feel like jeanette is my best friend ! LOL (yes random)

hello (:

i miss mugging ttm.

i don't really have alot of homework today, ):

AND OMG THE NEW SCHOOL IS SO NICE I TELL YOU.
I AM JEALOUS OF THE NEXT FEW BATCHES. REALLY. ):

THIS IS SO UNFAIR!

i'm beginning to dislike Cedar for it's biasness, but other then that, i really really love Cedar.

:D

anyway audits, was okay.

i have decided to be a crazy mugger 8)

i think it's quite fun, and my sleeping time is fixed too. (:

i love my teachers this year.

i miss mr tay as math teacher. ):

nevermind. i shall study really hard. (:

haha. i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee choir. (: (: (:

Ms chye rocks ttm! HAHAHAHA. :D


anyway, i think i will look really funny if i wear specs lor, hahaha.
i tell you i really cannot see properly sometimes, haha.

but nevermind.

anyway, ...

Roohi just told me what Mr Tay said.

SENTOSA = So Expensive, Nothing TO See Also


HAHAH soo cute.
hahaha mrtay mrtay!!
i hope he'll be my teacher next year haha.
awwwww.

i have nothing to blog about, except that i'm really tired.

haha and my parents said that we're going home later and later.
which is true. lol.

but not my fault, i got choir! hahahaha.

anyway i watched the 8pm show just now cause my parents were watching and that sam?'s laughter is super spas haha. (reminds me of somebody)

haha buddy's really nice hahahha. yes yes.

i shall go and play facebook now!
self entertainment you know. (:

bye! (:

p/s: thanks for the company. (:

it's so late, i'm still doing my homework, and i think i will need to get glasses one day haha!

darn, sec three life, ..........

i think i actually like it! (:

hahaha, crazy i know. (:

anyway, choir tomorrow till 5.30!
surely will end late. oh well, i guess i'll be home only like at seven plus.

how exciting, my eyesight is like detiorating, and then, now i'm like sitting in front of the class, and then the stupid whiteboard is rather glaring i might say. ):

i'm dying of thirst still. hmmm. something's wrong with me.

haha listened to the muttons and it's suppper funny! HAHAH.

energised me abit, so yeah. great. (:

i have to say, i just have a certain expectation for everything.

and for certain things, i have rather high expectations. ):

whatever, there's audits tomorrow, stupid timed assignment, and i've got homework to finish but i can't finish!

i feel like staying up.

i can't sleep.

buddy's nice (:

hahahaha.

another long night..

i want jogging






i hate what cedar is doing now



i hate you !

): ): ): ): ):

):

omg i tell you i'm so tired, i totally want to give up. ):

i think i cannot do it.

but i want and yet i don't want to do it.

there's school later and i think i won't get enough sleep,
so if i'm really noisy tomorrow, sorry .........

or maybe i'll just be like, some siao person who has no energy to do anything and is super quiet.

oh no and there's choir how am i going to survive tomorrow?

Stress ttm ):

omg i need youuuuu

and thanks joel (: i owe you one.

i am in need of water hahaha i'm like a water monster these few days haha FEED ME WATER


KEITH; no i'm not emo, hahahah. and no i'm not sad already (:



my internet's back and in full working condition!
and happy new year (maybe)
hahaha emokid's really cute i love emokid :D :D

i realised i go really crazy when i'm stressed haha just see what i smsed jean haha omg omg omg!!
i am going to die tomorrow and i am so super duper stressed haha if you see me now you'll freak out and think i'm a weirdo hahaha OMG!!!


i'm going really crazy, so bear with me , please? (:

omgomgomg this sucks ttm.

i have hunger pangs and i'm sleeping late and waking up late there's school tomorrow i'm not ready my homework's not done i've got so much to do i think i'm super mean to joel and i am so helpless there's choir tomorrow i don't want choir tomorrow because i'm so tired and i think there is so much work to do i don't know what house i'll be in i dont know who my teachers are i hope i have good teachers i hope i sit with jia rong i hope everything goes well omg i'm mad bye i shall continue doing my homework haha KILLER TTM OMG. BYEBYE.


and i miss you alot.