i cant believe i wrote(and drew) this. haha.
妈妈的眼睛
妈妈的眼睛,
像天空的星星,
妈妈希望我做个好小孩.
LOL

i can't believe i actually made this last time hahaha. :P

this was in the kindergarten's newsletter thing.
it's funny how when you're young you do this for your parents.
and when you get older, you don't get closer.
instead the distance btwn you and your parents drift further apart.

remember how the young you made something for your parents,
and how genuine the smiles on their faces are?
remember always going up to them, giving them a hug and saying I love You?

remember going out, holding their hands tightly,
and their worried faces, afraid you'll fall off the escalator?

now, we don't even go out with them.

this is something i found at home o.o its from citibank! lol.

but its meaningful la.
this girl drew it and wrote:

Stop telling God how big your storm is.
Instead tell your storm how big your God is.

Isn't it wonderful how even a 6-year-old is so bounded by faith in the Lord?
He is truly magnificant! Oh how great is Our God. (:

So Amazing- Planet Shakers



This love You have for me

It goes beyond my widest dreams

So unbelieveable, yet so amazing

I'm lost for words



Time and again You reach out for me

Looking pass my faults to see my destiny

Your hand of love , I feel it touch me

and set me free



I will praise you Jesus

all my days

Sing of all Your great deeds and Your ways

I will worship and now and evermore

You're so amazing



I adore





I can't explain why i have this feeling in me now.

It's like, an overpowering longing for the Lord.

I really don't know why i'm feeling this way, but i suppose its all the works of His hands.

Bring me closer to You, O Lord !



Yesterday's rehearsal was alot better than the previous one.

Jia you ppl! (:

today is a boring day spent at home.
Slept at around 1 and woke up around 1 too! LOL.
okay la about 12.30.
So piggish right! :P

Will blog again later. tata!

i bet you think i will blog today.
HAR!


okay la i screwed up the sharing thing HAHA.
nevermind.

i got like so much lor.
then its like becoming a sermon -.-

i'm blogging it up tmr (:

very tired today!
4 hours of sleep ytd and wed;
long day in school!

choir could have ended early but they chose to let us off late again.
-.-

and i was late for rehearsal.
but at least haven't started yet (:

okay~ so it was like alrd 6.25 when i reached PP.

then i like totally rushed from j8 to church la.
my legs were BURNING i tell you.
until i almost couldn't walk. grrr.

yup okay~


By God's grace we have been saved ;
let's do our best for the concert to glorify His name ! (:


7 days to go....

jia you ppl! :D

hoho! doesnt that look like a SQUID.

:P

that's hoi yan's blog hahaha.

okay my post was gone cause my internet died on me just now.

so i'll update tmr after i'm back from church!

tata.

God bless (:

I've found ppl to go for the True Love concert!
9 people. :D

Praise the Lord for He has definitely played a great part in the whole production of the concert, as well as the smooth-running of it, and of course, the response from our friends! (:

Truly there are many things we have to thank Him for.
It's a never-ending list!
And trying to count the many blessings He has given us..
i don't think we can ever list out all of them!

God gave up his son for us, and that is really the greatest sacrifice of all.

Talk about sacrificing your time for God.
or just to put in some commitments.
it's definitely incomparable to what He has done for all of us.
surely he doesn't deserve death;
and for all the pain He has actually gone through, not to mention the humiliation.

What is sparing a few hours to go for rehearsals?
I must say that isn't much of an effort.
Think, this little sacrifice of your time, compared to God sacrificing His own son?
So let us all be more committed, and do our best for the Lord!

Whether or not the outcome is good, as long as we have put in at least our 100%, everything will be worth it.
Even if the people aren't impressed, i'm sure the Lord will really be touched.

His main purpose in making man is for us to spread the gospel.
Personally i think if you find it difficult to share the gospel with your friends, this clearly is a stepping stone!
It is not based on personal effort that the whole concert will be a success.
Like the sermon, we must be ONE.
If we just perform each component on it's own,
there is no purpose in doing that!
Because the actors/actresses alone cannot convey any message.
the singers cannot convey anything.
and the dancers clearly cannot convey the message which is supposed to be conveyed. :P
Let's work tgt k! and put our time to full use (:

Being part of the production is really a pride and honour for me, as we are all doing this to glorify God.
Our sole purpose is to encourage more youths (and others) to want to know more about God and follow His way!
With the Lord's help, i'm sure the concert will be a great success!
Don't let the devil hinder us from doing what we are supposed to do.. (:
Take for example all the distractions, and the devil trying to divert our attention away from God.
Also, by prompting us not to go for rehearsals due to laziness and such.
If you give in to these temptations, you have just let the devil go his way......

Anyway, i must do sharing on friday!
hahahah.
oh no. i'm so unprepared.

Continue praying for each other, and for the concert as the day gets closer and closer!
And so does our rship with God.
and bonding w each other :D


God Bless!

tata. (:

Really upset yesterday.

i was so hurt.
i can't exactly describe how i feel.

i wouldn't say i'm much better today too.
but i'm sure each new day will be better,
because that means we are one day closer to the Lord!

i must be stronger.
let's pray!
i need the Lord's strength to be with me so that i can go through what i'm currently going through now. :D

Praise the Lord for he is almighty and gracious (:
I love you Lord!


Many things have happened / been happening these few days.
i guess the Lord is just putting me through a series of tests..
since that's the case, i really have to put in at my 200%!
and do my best for the Lord.

remember : Live by FAITH, not by sight.

don't know,
but i think tim 0 +HY martin and c2p should read romans 2:17 :P
its about JEWS.

okay!

so i am very jialat and suey today.

during choir had to sing infront of whole choir again. =.=
then N act as though she was a pro-ded and gave such horrific comments.
fine. so extra can?
N isn't very good either.
if she was then i have nothing to say.
but no, in fact N is much worse.

and stop STRANGLING me during choir.
u think its very fun isit?
go and strangle yourself lor.

know your limits, N.


then i went back w charis.
i'm so glad we're walking partners and we were tgt today!

we went up the bus and happily went to the back row to sit.
take note : HAPPILY.

i was happy :P
okay we sort of " ran" to the back lar.

then there was this indian old man.
(old : because i see quite an amount of white hair)
he was sitting on the left end.
me and charis sitting on the right end.

so i thought he was just some normal guy at the end that is looking at our direction.
like you know, viewing the SCENERY.
so i looked at his direction and just looked away lor.
then i think it was me , if not it was charis who realised he was actually STARING.

okay~ i think we both sort of realised.

anyway.
either me or charis were like, eh that guy is like staring at us leh!

then charis said eh he's like staring and PULLING HIS PANTS.

i was like really!? lol.
then i turned to look.
guess what.
he was NOT pulling his pants but instead doing something else.

i guess you get what i mean.

yes so i was like he's not pulling his pants!

Btw, he was like wearing RED pants w those flower prints :P

okay~ then we both were like omg, and yeah charis said she MUST tell the bus driver so i went w her.

and so suey the bus stopped at the traffic light so long.
then he was like continuing wad he was doing! for SO LONG okay.
then we rushed up and went to tell the driver.
yup.
then we got off.
i thought it was over.
but NO!!!

he followed us off can. -.-
i was like so scared okay.
so i dragged her and ran to the other side.
if not i think he'll just be standing w us and following us up the next bus.
Praise the Lord that we're back home safely.
although traumatized because charis somehow ...... saw.. nevermind.

anyway, really have to thank God that nothing else happened to me, and that i am actually home, safe and sound. (:

tag replies!

ken: haha thanks, god bless too (:
charis: HAHAHHA. ya la ya la. :P chill okay! i won't kill you lar. (: i'm NICE. and im eating the lollipop that i coped from hoi yan now HAHAHA. =P yesyes i know you love me alot lar :D
Natalie Taichou: HELLO TAICHOU. long time no see! where got BIG? you haven't seen WHO'S is big yet. haha. yes thanks for the notes woman. :) yes i'll tag i'll tag! hahaha.
qian: YO. ding dong! =D not like simin right. hahaha. i know you're jealous.
STEFFI!: HELLO! hahahhh ahhhhh. lalalalala. yes exactly. sooo extra. ): see u soon k ! lovelove (:
jiarong: hellooo. yup. thanks for your support HAHAH. you la! i must go at 3pm. then u ps me. later u get lost bwahahahah. :P
keith: hello! you're back from camp (:
JEAN: hahah. aiy nevermind la. but sian we have to suffer this for so long. u lucky la today go and play THINK OF ME then no need to tahan her. so ENJOYABLE sia! -.- thanks ah.
joel: haha dont mei da mei xiao okay! 2 hour old ppl cannot talk.. :P
jia rong: hahah thanks thanks (: yucks blue! HAHAHA. okay wrong. blue rocks. blue is bougai :P okayokay u bring then let's all become blueish :P body glitter! hahah! Okay~ i bet you will put for yourself too HAHAH.


okay THANK YOU SQUID (:
now can you see haha. BIG enough right :P


12 days to go!

alynna tan, what is wrong with you !?







i think i shall pray and try to forget this.
i mean make things better instead of brooding over it.
its not easy but i believe with God's help, he'll give me the strength to do it.
Thank you, Lord.


i'll stop thinking cause i'm letting the devil work in me eh.

c'mon man let's cheer up and do better each time!


thanks alot tim....... really appreciated those msgs :D
vivian squid and samuel....... thanks alot for comforting, encouraging and somehow doing DAMAGE CONTROL on me....... haha.










then again,
what is wrong with alynna tan?

I feel really demoralised and disappointed right now.

i mean, it's like totally because of me.

something happened today but i'll refrain from spreading la.
but really, i have to thank God for keeping me safe all this while.

he really dunno how to use his brains can...
just cancel the audits la..
even if don't just cancel cheer at least push back the audits or something..
everything also don't know..
don't even have like compassion?
like for goodness sake,
its not like some small thing.
its like a big blow and it affects everyone.
whoever said NO is really insensitive to others..

can't you spare a thought for other ppl?
even if you don't feel anything but others did get hit by the blow...
the world doesn't just revolve around you..

anyway i was really demoralised today la.
and truthfully i was really stressed up and yeah.

this has never happened before..
this is like really my first time.

i'm so disappointed in myself.
i keep forgetting.......
i cannot do it properly..

whats wrong w me now???
haiz really, really.
this has never happened before..


i feel so worn out now.

maybe i shouldn't have joined cheer.


and i wish miss poon will come back.
because the lousy mr chan is so lousy that he doesn't care about ppl and talks crap.

how to be i/c when you don't know a thing ?
he doesn't even know the house names.

tell me about it.
all the stunts cannot use.
say its too high.
excuse me?
we have supporters in front and behind,
what more do you expect?
and its not like we're tossing and throwing ppl about.
its just lifting them.
even if they fall there are supporters to break the fall.

so in other words, they WILL NOT fall.
and like that might as well don't do stunts.

or just cancel cheer.

crazy.



i'm so tired.
demoralised.
stressed.

and maybe annoyed.




tata.

its so late alrd.

p lai not online to chase ppl to go sleep!
HAR.

okay! so i have to go to school at 7am tmr.
wonderful.

now i shall go and sleep.
not enough rest leh!

anyway.......

thanks jr, beatrice, charis and jie hui.
beatbeat u should ask jonathan ho HAHAH.
jr u can ask whoever u wanted to ask too. (:

xie xie.
much love!!


14 MORE DAYS







tata,
wish me all the best for my cheer audits! :D
loveeeeeeeee.

oh, replying tags if i have time tmr.

sorry!

I have to write a testimony/testimonial .

i really dunno which one it is sia! LOL

got choir tmr, can't go for cheer prac ):
ANYWAY.
i think the sec 1s are very cute!

Must start preparing for next week too haha.
oh my, everything is so rushed!

art tmr.
must bring so many stuff! -.-

hmmm nothing much today, but i was really tired!
i slept for 2 whole periods O.O
english and recess.
but of course, it was a free period la!
then com lab 4 was sooo hot.
and Mrs Koh started to post those small messages again.

isn't it freaky to know that your teacher can see EVERYTHING you're doing?
like even what you type in a word document.

or even now, it can be seen.

chinese : did this discussion on selling and buying organs.
i think it's like so disgusting can!
ultimately horribly horrifying and gross and........ insert other adjs.

ohoh, the stupid sci experiment,
so smelly!
the stupid SAM thing.
starch + amylase + something.

i can't imagine that makes up your small intestine -.-

its like totally making me puke.


sian, its alrd so late!

alright, gnight ppl!

shall find some inspirationnnnnnn.

like, when i find the verse cause i can't rmb what verse it is although i know the contents.

okay that's very very retarded.

have fun natalie, i shall post up a pic :P

ANOTHER TIME.

OH, replying tags another time too.

like maybe after school tmr.

tata (:

God Bless,
keep your prayers coming in!

trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding.

i'm being suaned now.
like, thanks ah....... :P

I'm really happy :D

The tests are over!

I don't think i'll really do well but anyway i HAVE tried my best.
Anyway,
I really have to thank God for helping me stay awake throughout the tests!
Although i DID sleep for awhile :P

YESTERDAY.
had sci and hist test.
screwed up both.
but hist was more screwed up.
oh well, what's done cannot be undone.
just do better next time right! :D

Science : i didn't balance the chemical equation thing! i didn't know it was required. ):
there goesss my markssssssssss. )):

History : i didn't finish the paper! like, 6 marks gone. but at least i managed to finish the 2nd last qtn.

Had cheer prac from 2pm.
Planned to stay till 5pm then go back to study for Lit.
But stayed till around 7.10pm, walked to PP and waited for 147 so longgggggggggggg.
then reached home around 8.01pm.
First time i left school so late, and reached home so late.
as in, go home alone.
because everytime i'm not allowed to go back myself when its late.
i believe with God's protection, i have been safe, am safe, and will always be safe. :D

Anyway, cheer prac was super slack, had so many breaks!
but i also super happy, cause i actually managed to finish 10 sets within such a short time!
the sec 1s quite enthu!
and so cool right, 2 of them are my junios (:
THEN belle came!
around 6+ then we stayed to wait for her while kw was whining about eating potato haha.
then talked talked talked and did the dance then went to change.
Kw was like changing halfway when the uncle rode his bicycle and chased us out of the school.

Uncle : Eh, 7pm alrd very late! better leave now i tell you.
Me and Kw : yesyes we're leaving alrd.
Uncle : There's a cemetry there, near the school you know? ( points THAT direction)
Me and Kw : yes we know we know.
Uncle : *he blabbers something i didn't get, sth about cemetries and 7pm.*
Me and Kw : yes okay we're leaving NOW.
Uncle : you want to use the toilet on the light the switch is there. then off it.
Kw : erm i am not going to use it.
-.-
does he think the word " CEMETRY" can scare us.
and its only 7pm.

TODAY.
Lit : i think i'm super heng. i just asked natalie for notes on LAND. and LAND came out!
hahahaa. Thank God for his grace, because i totally forgot about others :P

had Everyone Sang audits today.
couldn't get E at the end! =X
But pray that i pass okay! (:

nothing much, choir choir choir until 6.
missed cheer prac again):

wanping is like so nice laaaaaa (:

cheer prac tmr!
can't wait :D

after that have dance in church then go for some 'SHOPPING' then go mtg.
i hope we can find appropriate attire!

let's pray, people! haha.

i have been listening to Maneater non-stop.
its the prac song!
but maybe using for cheer.
who knows :P

okay now there's a flaw in the true love dance.
i put in pair dance but have 7 dancers!
this is TERROR.
horrifying.
intimidating.
oh speaking of intimidating,
this stupid big fat lizard actually dared to stare at me w its chao ji BIG eyes can!
then stone there pretend to die.
please lor, normal lizards will just run away not stone there. -.-

you wish you never ever met her at all.

hahah.

okay i got outbreak of pimples again!and i have not been sleeping enough these few days!
must go catch up on my sleep like asap.
maybe now.
haha okay no im not going to.

shall go prac the dance and the cheer dance!
whoooooooo go bougai go bougai go bougai go bougai (:

YUCKS i have to wake up even earlier tmr.
all thanks to that stupid c2p -.-

tag replies!

joel: haha 2 hours wan anot!
niggafool :yes of course you do (: yup i know so probe for what haha. but i haven't been seeing her in school! xie xie, the tests are like finally over! hahaha. but next week have again. and the next next week. eeeeeeeeeeee.
ken: haha chill, God WILL make a way, when there seems to be no way.. (: i'm sure world peace is part of his plan and purpose too (: afterall he created man to live in harmony with each other. remember 1 Peter 3:8 ! chocolates make ppl FAT. :P
keith: haha keith chia! what !?
qian: HAHA excuse me, i don't LOL. you ding dong ding dong ding donggggggggggg :P you got alot too! not only me hahaha. :P

God bless!
Continue praying..
tata (:

PARENTS BEWARE OF THE EMO KIDS.


i saw that on the newspaper okay!


Mum: you go and read and then tell me what it's about.
Me : for what ?
Mum: because your mood fluctuates.
Me: hello that is moodswing lor not emo or depression.
emo is depression okay. mine is moodswing. DIFFERENT LOR.
Mum: its the SAME.
Me: then eat chocolate lor. chocolate can prevent depression.
Mum: you go and tell your grandmother that then she won't have to go doctor anymore. somemore see specialists.
Me: that one don't tell me. tell her ( i mean my sis )
Mum: why don't tell you? i'm telling you NOW.
Me: tell me to tell her for what. later i ask her eat chocolate then she will eat meh? later she scared fat then she go eat slimming pills all those then get depression again.
Mum: -_- hahaha.


i'm not emo okay.

okay maybe sometimes.
like SOMETIMES.

but its all due to stress.
5 tests this week.

math and geog today.
geog was okay,
math was kind of difficult.
oh well , expected.

hist and science tmr.
got so many things to rmb.
i think i'm gna fail.
Lord, help me i'm really weak inside right now ):

Lit on wed.

then..
I'M FREE
I'M FREE
I'M FREE
I'M FREE
I'M FREE
I'M FREEEEEEEEEEE.................


that is 2 days away.
well done, happy waiting. -.-

cheer prac tmr.
i've missed so many pracs i think im gna die.
the audits are like on saturday,
when there is a full dress rehearsal,
when the attire is not settled.
the dance also not settled.

i really need God to help me now!
):


i'm in a state of depression ( to be)

see la, my mum say then now i kena.

i am in no mood to do anything.

lalalala i need humour entertainment and laughter.
anybody with loads to spare...
be generous and give me! at least some. (:
much appreciated.

tata.

Beautiful One- Tim Hughes

Hello :D

i was kind of disappointed with the dance yesterday.
or maybe i should say the dancers.

really, i think they need to be more committed and serious.
this is not some lame extra thing.
but it is an evangelistic concert by LPYM to get more people to know about God! (:

anyway, jia you k!

I realised i haven't been doing my bible study lately.
i shall refresh, renew and start again! (:
i'm a GENTILE.
not like martin the jew o.o
okay kidding.......-.-

Watched the passion of christ just now.
it was so bloody! omgosh, it was like totally...... =X
i can't stand sadistic stuff can.
then okay at first they show them whip with this stick not so bad.
then later got the hook thing!
i was like OMG-ing all the way. -.-
but of course,
i am alynna and i cannot tolerate sadistic stuff,
so i didn't watch.
okay maybe abit.
i think i'm suey la, i look up only i see the hook kena the flesh.

okok, too much info here. :O
it's just gross.

then there was this bowl of salt water,
i thought they were like gna pour it over him!
i was like, omg not sadistic enough?! still wna make it worse O.O
totally freaked out can!
but in the end they didnt.
henggggggggggg.

But that was what Christ has gone through for our sake.
Because of our sins.
WE caused Jesus to go through such torture!

but that guy, with that metal thing,
digressing: i was like telling abigail it looks like 8 packs HAHAH.
then she was like, you only look out for such things! tsk!
but hey, NO. i dont go for abs 6 pack 8 pack or whatever :P
okay as i was saying..
he don't know how to make his own decisions meh!
see la, all because of that stupid guy( like tribal leader -.-)
i am so against him now ! o.o
that Jesus kena crucified.
but again if that didn't happen,
we all wouldn't be saved, right?

Like today's sermon,
God is fair and just.
Whatever happens, it is part of His plan.

But i'm very sure in adversities,
we wouldn't still be thinking that God is fair.
Or at least i don't think i would be that calm.

Let's say something bad happened you one of your family members.
You wouldn't be thinking that God is fair.
People like us seek fairness.
( thats where you get ppl complaining everything's not fair :P )
In fact, you might even be cursing him for letting such a thing happen to you.
Like, thinking that you're such a strong believer yet something like that happens to you.
Don't worry, for everything is in God's hands,
and he has it all planned!

But to think of it, it might be a blessing in disguise after all! (:

anyway.
so random, suddenly got this crow.
well, was expected that the crow go peck the unrepentant guy.

So, we must repent!
and not make the same mistake again.

And like Mr Tay ( not you SK :P ) said, "mistakes should can only be made ONCE."
Not twice, because then it wouldn't be a mistake anymore.

and then Satan suddenly appeared, really look like ghost sei!
i was like, this one like horror movie O.O

joel was SO scared even at the first part.
but its okay.
what can you expect, 2 months nia! :P


digressing.....
i thought the songs i listen to are like, nobody listen to kind!
i mean like christian songs la.
but just now they let us sing Days Of Elijah!

so cool right. i like that song.

Chris Tomlin, Matt Redman and Tim Hughes' songs also super nice :D
i have quite alot!
i can send to you if you want,
like i sent to JOEL TOH. (A)

i think i'm like going to host the songs and put on my blog (:
but there's something wrong with the host!
so, no choice la. ):
but the lyrics are really meaningful so im going to post the lyrics still :D
oh ya, a (not so) gentle reminder,
20 days left!!

tag replies!
joel: hello! thanks (: i've cheered up. thanks to you and muthuuu! hahah.
niggafool: hello <3 heyyy. thanks (: i won't be so easily affected anymore! at least i'll try to. if not, i'll be letting the devil work in me O.O
joel: haha, rocks your head.
keith: hello! hahah yes and thanks for the publicity. (:
jia rong: helloo :D haha yes, i pro what :P better than spurting out all the vulgarities ma! i type like that then can relax heh. i dedicate a song to you! lonely, you're miss lonely, you have nobody, for your ownnnnnnnnnn... hahah. okayyyyyyyyy another one! "you've got a friend in me, you've got a friend in me!..." continue the song yourself i forgot. haha, like what i've tagged back! :D
ken: you are kenneth lim? haha. it can happen, just that some ppl choose not to.
sophia: tkt class that one ? okay i'll relink you asap (:
CHARIS: yo wp! i love you so much thanks thanks thankssssssss<3 don't worry i'll be there for you too! (:

oh, and i found the not-so-old version of Every Move I Make!
its much BETTER and sounds more lively :P

Beautiful One - Tim Hughes
Wonderful, so wonderful
Is Your unfailing love
Your cross has spoken mercy over me
No eye has seen, no ear has heard
No heart could fully know
How glorious, how beautiful you are!
Beautiful One I love You
Beautiful One I adore
Beautiful One my soul must sing
Powerful, so powerful
Your glory fills the skies
Your mighty works displayed for all to see
The beauty of Your majesty
Awakes my heart to sing
How marvellous, how wonderful You are
You opened my eyes to Your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on earth is as beautiful as You
My soul, my soul must sing
My soul, my soul must sing
My soul, my soul must sing
Beautiful One

adults think alot.

they think really far -.-

but they don't think rationally.

ANYWAY.

changed skin!
i got sick of the other one because it was so small. ):

kind of stressed up right now,
with so many things to do.
and sometimes, the people just don't really cooperate.

well, i understand that they have school stuff to do,
but this is equally important and its part of their responsibility.

Please be more serious, people! D:

okay so it's already Friday.
The March holiday is going to end.

But i should be thankful that God gave us this 1 week to rest (:

Come to think of it, God is really awesome.
Imagine if i had crossed the road just 3 seconds later,
i might have got knocked down by that car that very dayd.
It IS by God's grace that i have been saved, isn't it (:
so, no matter what happens, let's thank God for it!
For it could be worse.
You'll never know.


digressing : that reminds me of deborah tan, always telling me " you'll never know " haha.

Choir camp ended just yesterday.
was really really worn out,
until when i was in front of the com i was feeling faint. O.O

supposed to have cheer prac today but it was cancelled last minute. ):

and today's the only day i'm free!

There's cheer prac tmr but i won't be able to make it.
sian.
don't know what is wrong with me and cheer this year,
it just doesn't seem right =X

oh well,
played captains' ball with a wet sponge yesterday.

oh, i mean i WATCHED them play.
had to keep track of the scores and everything.
i was being mean :P

okay so i was under the sun!
am i tanner ?
like finally?
hahah.
i hope so lei ):

but i'll still remain a WHITE not a BLACK.


and now i owe so many ppl bubbletea haha.
okay~ but i chu qian bu chu li! =P

like valencia's pencil case.

oh shit i'm dead.
i'm like SO DEAD CAN.


:D

thanks Joel for everything (:
always there for me haha.
xie xie ni didi <3



tag replies!
Natalie TAICHOU: i bet you love staring eyes. especially when they are MAGNIFIED a million gazillion times throught the bottle hahah. and NO i don't love you -.- stop being so thickskinned lar :P copy me sia! -.- you love me i dont love you and you love randall too. dont deny. state of denial!!!!!!! joo know i don't. liek, I DON'T LOVE JOO :D and i cannot lie. i'm going to spam yours back woman ahahahha . WATCH OUT :O
Best Friend: hello ke aixXxX nehXxX :D i not having war. and last year also don't have war! i know is btwn you and keith chia hahahah. not me. you all just got me involved in convs nia. and this time, it's getting out of hand! don't miss me if i die. don't be sad k! you will still be my best friend forever and ever lol. -.- and i'll help u get ur 8 bucks someday. maybe even 10 :P

i don't know how to put this.
i really don't know.

seriously, you have crossed the line.
i don't care if you tell others im a bitch,
whatever!
i don't care at all!

why? because it's just a pack of lies.
if it's the truth then surely i have nothing to say.

and let me emphasize, i have my reasons for doing things.

let's say , one day you just gave me a slap.
i wouldn't hate you for that.
even if i remember that slap for life,
i won't hate you for that.
it's such a small thing;
its a waste of energy, and in the first place why should i waste my time hating you?

As christians we shouldn't hate.

so, i don't hate you.
but really, that's the end for you.
but wait, not for me!
i know you're trying to push me to the corner.

maybe i'm there.
But God will give me a way out no matter what.
i know what i'm doing and to me, it's right.

If 2 of us are alone in a room.
and i'm staring at you real hard.
pretend you are someone like Charis.
she wouldn't be freaked out.
she wouldn't get nightmares.
she would just go over and ask me whats wrong.
and she means it.
she really cares.

unlike YOU.

you were freaked out right?
you went like OMG.
you are saying alynna tan is such a bloody bitch.
why?
it's because you have a guilty conscience.

in any case,
even if you go over and ask " hey what's wrong? "
you don't mean it.
kou shi xin fei.
and that is just acting innocent, as if you don't know anything.
WRONG.
i know it all.
i'm sure you know it very well too.
like i said.
God gave us this thing called conscience for a purpose.

camp was really tiring today.

to think when it ended i was in a good mood, but really worn out.
when i saw that msg i really didn't know what to do.
i was just unable to control everything and i blurted it all out.

at that point of time i really felt like throwing my phone on the floor.
i had to do something to vent my anger.
i really couldn't control.
so i talked it out with Charis.
thanks charis for your support. love you loads babe.

Charis really reminded me to control my emotions.
and not be so worked up, because i'm letting the devil work in me.
i didn't think of that.
but in such a situation...
i really appreciate that she was there for me,
and that she really gave me advice.
but as you know.
alynna was being super super super not in control of everything
WHILE
charis was being super super super calm.

Thank God for giving me such a good friend.

i totally felt like dropping dead or something.
you have gone overboard.
like hello? i'm also a human and i have feelings.

how would you like if i went around and spread that you are having a rship with someone?

and to add fuel to the fire,
A THIRD PARTY IS INVOLVED???

what do you think this is.
who do you think i am?

i'm not like those cheap people.

don't you get it?
everything you have done,
i don't know why you did it.

and i never backstabbed you.

you said we were very very good friends.
in that case,
why would i backstab you right?
like i said,
plot a proper storyline before telling others the story.
you will fail your compositions if the story doesn't flow and has no link.

please, stop fabricating tales.
you think its very fun isit?
why not try it out on yourself?

and stop being such a hypocrite.
i cannot stand hypocrites.

i am strongly against hypocrites if you all don't know.
don't push your luck.
i have a limit to my patience,
and i have alrd extended the line for you.

one more step,
and that's it.

don't worry, i won't get violent and bash you up or something.
i will never do that.
i don't resort to such cheap means.

and again,
if you're trying to get me into hysteria,
i'm sorry.

let me tell you,
i won't do anything stupid.
i won't commit suicide.
i have to die one day.
but at least, i die for the Lord,
not because of you.


GO AND REFLECT.
YOU NEED IT LIKE SO MUCH.

i know you must be thinking im being such a bitch now.
look who's talking.

I LOVE MUTHUUU AND I CANNOT LIE :D


say somemore!
"somemore!"
say somemore!
"somemore!"
i give you another warning letter!


LOL.
see, i told you, i love muthu (:

oh and fann wong's mother.

i also have blog!
www.laozabor.blogspot.com

hahahaha.

and my phone has no reception again.

nokia sucks.
especially 6280.


it sucks like you do.
nawwww,
you suck more than my nokia phone.

go (insert appropriate word(s) here ) yourself.

no vulgarities intended, chill.











anyway i meant reflect upon yourself.
















stop sucking up to people,
stop backstabbing alynna tan,
stop being such a hypocrite,
and start meaning what you say.
don't act cute, act chio and act pai.

you think alot of ppl like you isit?
and is it any of your problem what goes on between me ?

don't anyhow say have wad third party k.

i'm not even involved in ANY rships for goodness sake.
i'm not a lose and cheap person.
not at all.
not what you picture me to be.

whatever RUMOURS you spread about me,
its all fake.
thats why its called rumours.
-.-
can't you just stop?

you think by saying such things,
i will die ?
i will just get depression and go commit suicide?
only then will you be happy ?
then i'm sorry,
i'm staying here and living my life to its fullest, for GOD.
and GOD ALONE.

ALYNNA YONG YUAN SHI DUI DE HAHAH.

its patent-ed.

do not copy.

infringement of copyright will be severely...... something. (:

STOP IT.
JUST STOP IT.
DON'T ANYHOW SPREAD.
BECAUSE YOU AREN'T THE SHOU HAI ZHE.
YOU ARE THE ONE CAUSING EVERYTHING.
JUST STOP IT WILL YOU.

HYPOCRITE, BACKSTABBER, FAKER, LIAR,
WHAT ELSE DO YOU WNA BE ?

don't you think that you're wasting your time?
and that what you have done is enough?
what's the use of doing all these ?
do you know you have misunderstood me ?
do you ever even take time to really reflect upon what you've done ?
you might say you have.
but the truth is,
NO.

because,
if you really reflected,
you would have repented and stopped all this shit,
and not continue and make it worse.

why must you do this?
seriously i haven't done a thing to you.

i don't fake things.

like, i wont purposely pretend i like you if i don't.

what is the purpose for doing this ?
it doesn't do you any good.
not to mention myself.

if you think its really fun and amusing,
by all means, continue.
since we're from totally different schools i can't do anything too right?
not that i would.

anyway, i'm leaving it in God's hands.
do whatever you want.
it is not going to do you any good.

thanks for the cheap publicity.

and stop acting nice, sucking up to people and saying you love God.
YOU DON'T MEAN IT.

GRACE.


God's Redemption At Christ's Expense.

so meaningful right (:

truly God is so gracious and merciful!

He has given us what we do not deserve,
and did not give us what we deserve.

In fact, He even blessed us!
The least we could do is to live our lives for Him,
and start spreading the Gospel.

For now, LP members can start by inviting their friends for the True Love Evangelistic Concert on 7 April, 7.30 pm!

Goshh, it's getting really exciting.

I'm really glad it's the March holidays.
Thank God, for giving me time for rest and to catch up on what i've been lagging behind =X

I believe there's a time for everything.

Anyway, the dance is finally done!
I'm just going to edit some parts, cause its abit.. doesn't flow well. yup.
I'm making use of the March holidays : Making use of God's blessings for us!

count your blessings, name them one by one.

i'm sure the list of blessings you have recieved from God is never-ending.
It just never fails to keep increasing (:
Thank you Lord for everything.


Cephas was really scared yesterday haha.
why? he thought i went home w/o my phone LOL.

i know i'm sotong, but also not sotong until like that right! =P

alot of crapping in youth ctr. at least cheered me up abit lar (:


AND I'M NOT HIS SLAVE -.-
i'm just nice. :D


tag replies!
it has been so long.

keith: hello keith chia! ejaculatory cycle ? LOL. crap man who says its easier for us! eh, how you know sia! girl ah! haha.
Best Friend: must study that meh! just go EXPLORE. isn't that better. is like TEACH LESS LEARN MORE can! LOL. wait why you thinking of such stuff! tsktsk. better not use carrot.
Henry: hello ke ai! LOL. thanks (:
GRACE: graceeeee. stop it lar! nobody will laugh at you. nobody laugh at me also. only on purpose la. i think. but don't have also. hahaha. okay im not talking sense. nvm. just, nobody will laugh at you k! jia you, and have some self confidence sexy! <3
yikheng: hello! ohoh lovely! you always so happy eh! (: sure i'll link you asap love :D
Natalie TAICHOU: it's not hard to read. nobody complained. lol. i bet everyone's gna complain now JUST BECAUSE OF YOU -.- kidding. i don't love you can! i got better ppl to love. HUR? i can't doodle yes. but i can draw BIGBIG eyes bwahahaha. and you only know how to draw the future squid : takopachi LOL i'm so going to give that paper to him woman. stop it! state of denial natalie, face the truth i dont love you. i know your heart is bleeding inside but please, stop crying! i'm sorry, you still have RANDALL. haha, may i have a lolpop plox! :P

ke yi le.
i'm going to watch Just Follow Law later!
bwahahaha.
i think my parents are in good mood today.
hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

alright adrenaline rush.


tata <3

Continue praying for the concert and each others' wellbeing!

COUNTDOWN.

it's a good thing, yet also a bad thing.
why ?

It can either mean you are (insert time frame here) closer to the day you have been desperately waiting for,
or it can either mean you are getting closer and closer to the day you don't want to come.

like, yesterday was the last day of school!
so we're like closer to the March holidays.
Then soon you'll all be counting down to how many days left of the holiday,
and bang.
it's time to go to school. -.-



hana kimi is so funnny!

too bad la, jolene married wu zun :P

okay~ im dying from the PR thing.

anyway i think i have forgotten my holiday homework! lol.
okay die.
don't laugh.

i shall go do now.
pe also have assignment lei!
=="


alright tata.

dance prac later :D

alynna tan is shrieking in horror.

she is dying of stress.

somebody help her destress before she dies.

the (stupid) home econs thing!
the FFF.
triple f.
i dont even know what it stands for lol.

i cant rmb the lyrics!

and im going crazy listening to the 3 songs over and over.

esp can you feel the love tonight.

rubbish.
im so gna screw up tmr ):
sorrrrrry.

and yeah, im so tired i can't do anything.

brain lag!
com lag!

pe also got assignment.

so lame can.
more lame than some ppl LOL
okay la just kidding.

Hello :D

i'm kind of happy now.
and yet so stressed!

and somebody just pangsei-ed me. -.-

i think i suck.

nevermind.

compre test today!
quite okay, some qtns easy & some more diff.
hope i can at least pass. =x

Oh, tmr is International Blacks Day!
Do refrain from being racist tomorrow, Make His Day!
It's only once a year.
ohoh,
Do wish the Black a happy day!
let's sing him the happy black day song!
tune : happy birthday

Happy Black Day to you!
Happy Black Day to you!
Happy Black Day to Tim the Black...
Happy Black Day to youuuuuuuuuuu! :D

Happy now ?
hahahah.
LOOK ITS C2P'S BLACK FRIEND RUN!!!!!!

Tmr is the FFF thing.

Me as the entertainer, am going to sing 3 songs.
with jr and hoiyan of course.
When You Believe,
Can You Feel The Love Tonight,
and You Raise Me Up.

You Raise Me Up is the nicest out of the three (:


Okay, i don't know what to blog for today.

tmr's the last day of school!
Finally i will have enough time for the dance and everything.
Thank you Lord :D

Well, i've clearly had enough of stress this term!

Time to take a break :P

oh did i mention?

the guy on the donation card is seriously very de not shuai!

NOT SHUAI AT ALL.
If they got a better looking guy as the main pic,
maybe more people will donate!
hahaha.
kidding lar!
maybe sk will submit his photo next year :O
and then every year his face will be on it LOL.
actually this was what cheryl and i were talking about.
self entertainment when it's so boring when you're studying.
brilliant, aren't we ? :D


i'm was being forced to go out with somebody i don't know for 8 bucks.
but in the end best friend felt bad and stopped forcing me.
HAHAH.
best friend you're really nice :P
thanks ah!

Excuse me ?


You really didn't have to do that.

What's up?
I didn't do anything,
and i don't have a guilty conscience.

thanks ALOT.

stop being such a hypocrite.
because it just gets you nowhere.

and please,
i agree sometimes christians do behave like that.
but it isn't that often.
why? because they have God in their hearts.

i suppose you just claim you do.
CLAIM.
the harsh reality?

it's cold and empty inside.

you just have the left ventricle and the right ventricle.
and your blood gets pumped to your lungs and all the other parts of your body.

so it other words,
its filled with blood, and blood alone.

oh, how bloody.

no, i'm not being vulgar here.

face the harsh reality my dear,
stop saying that you are this when you aren't.
really, it gets you no where.

and how would people react if they see you?

" Oh my, this IS what a christian is like!?"

and then??

i don't know.

mind your language,
mind what you say.
mind your actions.

when you say something,
it should be from the bottom of your heart.
not just for the sake of saying it.

if so, everyone can do it.
but that is not what's needed.

you really have to reflect.

Go ahead and get angry and hate me for this,
but i'm sorry,
it's all because you're guilty.

God gave you this little, yet not-so-little thing called CONSCIENCE.
It is there for a purpose.

I don't mind if you hate me,
backstab me,
bitch about me,
and whatever you can think of doing.
even spreading rumours.
I DON'T CARE.

as long as you change in the end ?
everything's worth it all.

omgosh i am so dead.

i forgot to call up the schools!

oh no oh no oh no.

hmmm okay so NATALIE is scared of EYES and ppl staring at her.
har ! now i know (:

class blog is so dead can! -.-

Hello, faster donate!
don't be like natalie 8-)

somebody gna get hurt real bad.
somebody.
im not gonna tell you.
somebody you know very well!

LOL. russell peters!
hahahaha.
okay~

i'm so glad tmr is wed.
only 2 lessons hahahah. (:

alright.
tata :D

School's quite normal today.

well, Ms Wan just told us there's a test on thursday.

4 more days to March Holidays! :D
33 days to the True Love Concert!


True Love.
So, what exactly IS true love ?

As from the Bible, "To love one another as i have loved you."
> What love can identify you ?
Sure, unconditional love, genuine love, and sacrificial love.
So, doesn't this remind you of somebody ?
Somebody who has willingly loved us even before the world began?


"where's your sense of urgency ?"

this is often mentioned in Cedar.

Yes, truly we NEED to have a sense of urgency.
I should stop procrastinating,
and do it all for once.
Lord, really i pray that you will give everyone the strength to carry on what they are doing,
the willpower to not give up,
and for enough rest no matter how stressful and busy everything is going to be.

Let us all give our best in all that we do, and do it all with the right purpose, and the right mindset.
For in everything we do,
we do it for the Lord.
Not for yourself,
not for others,
but only for God.

Remember, we are living for God's will.
not our own will.

Let us all glorify His name, together as one. (:

But bear in mind, we seek HIS glory, not our own glory.
& Let our lives reflect His glory.

i think the True Love concert is really a good way to praise and worship the Lord.
It is also a really good opportunity to get our friends here and spread His word.
Then more people will come and know God,
maybe LP also will have more ppl! haha.

Alright, let's be more serious no matter what we're doing!
And of course, not let the devil ruin this!

lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.

Ephesians 3:20-21
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.

Ephesians 5:15-17
Be very careful, then, how you live- not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord's will is.


Oh yes,
True Love Concert is on 7 April!

better not pangsei me again! tsktsk -.-

a part of my phone just broke.
wow.
-.-

and i realised laptops are really noisy when you type.
esp if you type like really fast instead of doing one finger typing.
(for fun)
and not that i actually do it,
but oh my gosh!

its so late and im typing away.
noise pollution right.

okay im going to get nagged at.
tata

We live by FAITH, Not by sight.

Sometimes i really wonder why people must see to believe.
Imagine if God really created miracles for everyone,
after experiencing it they believe that God is the one and only true God,
then i think it's not very effective?
Because if they didn't see, they wouldn't believe.
Right?

Thats why, i say,
stand firm on your ground!
Have faith in the Lord, and he will take care of everything :D


i miss youth camp alot! ):

BestFriend!
RUBBISHHHHHHH.
Very fake can! -.-










whoever is spreading rubbish,
please think?
use some common sense?
because clearly i know how to make proper decisions.
i don't fool around.

i know what i'm doing,
i know what's impt for me now.

i am NOT going to elaborate further.


and please don't call me a backstabber when you are one.

in the first place, i have never backstabbed you,
or done ANYTHING to you at all.

clearly what i say is the truth,
and if you DO show attitude,
i will say it.

i wont say you show attitude when you don't.

i don't talk crap.

once again,

i DON'T TALK CRAP.


USE YOUR BRAINS PEOPLE,
GOD GAVE IT TO YOU FOR YOU TO USE IT WISELY.




grr.
i can't stand hypocrisy.
i mean it.

Went to sch fr 8-10 for home econs!
i was late.
lucky never tio scolded or anything.
haahha.

then went orchard.
hmv, that cd shop, kbox.
all dont have!
so sad la.
then this music shop (so called) had this karaoke disc but its so ==" can.
2001.
but don't have any of the needed songs.
and its like freaking cheap!
$1.90 only.
hahaha.

But then again,
cheap for what?
No use!

Okay so went suntec also, alot of places.
Until i cnt rmb. LOL.

anyway it was like still so early so we took mrt to marina bay and back to bishan.
hahahaha.
good la, can slack :D

then went j8 watch Pursuit Of Happyness.
quite okay la.
its Y not I! lol
oh and there was this bone density scanning machine thing
and the guy thought it was a time machine.
ahhahaa.
so retarded right ?

oh i saw best friend!
and henry LOL.
best friend is more ke ai please.

i bet you gna say something when you see this :P

Okay, so my mum ask me wait at subway.
then last time was at basement right!
so i wait there wait until so long.
call her then cnt get through.
her batt flat leh!
then finally can get thru.
then she picked up ( like after me calling a million gazillion times )
so i went to lvl 2.

okay~

then i was going mos burger to buy my mum's dinner.
apparantly its a burger. =.=

actually i was walking then i saw this SOMEONE.
hahhaha. so zhun looking out also!
LOL.
omgosh i wna laugh.
okay nevermind. :P

okay so i went in.
and that someone is like in despair can!
HAHAHAH.

k la i shall not laugh.
shhh.
k bye.

p/s :joseph please stop msging me im not going to reply you for goodness-knows-who's sake.
p/p/s : Best friend stop being so zi bei and seriously, KE AI is the word.


i had so much funnnnnn today!
just that i couldn't find the songs.

as you can see i practically went to so many places and yet no hope!
lol.

ohoh!
Marina Square has this airshow thing.

have helicopter, ships and airplanes!
so cool right!



oh did i mention, they were MODELS.

har, jerome so jag can.

at least he got a saf poster even tho he didn't go.
LOL.

model ships and airplanes. =="


oh then have afew guys wear their uni.
then one of them like grass like that!
like those mop.
LOL.
can scare ppl sei!
hahahah.
okay the end. :D

it's late, i'm tired.

tata ! (:

I LOVE music lessons can.

i know how to play the barney song !

LOL.


best friend i dedicate to you.
hahahhaha.


no school today!
sec 3s have OAC (:

but we have LOADS of homework.

thats quite a sad thing.
oh well must stay happy right ? :D

nothing much, and i can't find a verse to inspire me.

i shall go find one later ! (:

in the mean time...

tag replies!

aly: har! why are you so bhb and talk about yourself here! tsktsk. (:
best friend: LOL that's exactly WHY you need to know. its knowledge. haha. and you are so zi bei can! you won't fail la :D

Hello &Goodbye.

you took so long just to reply me 2 words.